a;sel m;nueWr eymn Ak Ak$; gæI q;ekà
eymn Ak Akjn m;nuW t;r c;rp;ex Arkm gçI e$en enY. A$;E a;%‹;. eymn sIt;r;m
d;s a;m;r ‡•à Ak$; gæI. men;hr b;¤l úa;r Ak$; gæI. a;b;r tN] s;/n; kret
igeY ed%l;m x›rb;b;\ a;l;d; Ak$; gçI. AE %æ %æ gæIr a;l;d; a;l;d; a;sn.
a;sel Ú‡• eh;k l;% l;%à ixW* heb AkÛ. menr aN/k;r `uiceY edeb ‡• heb
es. a;m;r itne$ ै t;edr sb;r a;snE a;m;Y kret
hY. a;im m;nuW a;pin\ m;nuW. a;im ‡•r Sb–p. a;m;r me/* eY
ÚpU,Rd;sÛ a;ez esE Úpu,Rd;sÛ a;pn;r me/*\ aez. an* n;m /er a;ez. bStu$;
heCz AkE. Ak Ak$; jIbenr c;ibk;i# Ak Ak rkm. eymn Ak Ak emisenr suEc Ak Ak
rkm. ± suEc b; c;ibk;i# z;‹; m;nuW$; ikNtu cleb n;. m;nueWr me/*E &;l
mNd a;ez. sb a;ez. y; epet m;nueWr k;ezE eyet heb. am;edr s;/n;$;E heCz AE
m;nuW ecn;.
b;¤l
s;/n; "
b;¤l Ab' suifr &;W;$; ik ? es$; a;pn;edr Ak$u buiZeY bl; drk;r. b;¤l
suifr tf;_$; ek;n%;enetà Ak heCz j;it gtà j;it bel ek;en; ikzu enEà
j;it bel b;¤lr; Ak$;E j;it &;el;b;es Ab' m;en es$; heCz m;nuW. a;erk$;
j;it bel es$; heCz mihl;à m;eYr j;t. AE dui$ j;t a;ez. t;z;‹; a;mr;
ihNduà musilmà %[Iê;nà ybn y; ikzu bil sbE a;m;edr wtrIà sOiê.
m;nueWr me/* due$; &;g. Ak$; heCz S]I Ab' apri$ pu•W. due$;
j;it a;ez. t;r me/* pu•eWr g‹n a;l;d;à emeYedr g#n a;l;d;. esE jen*
j;it$; &;g kr; heYez. teb m;nuW due$;E. ikNtu m;nueWr me/* ikzu$;
a;kOit m;en a;l;d; &;eb sOiê a;ez. ey$; &gb;enr sOiê esE%;enE
itin j;itek e&d ker ideYeznà ey AE heCz j;it. et; es$;ek n; ker a;mr;
es$;ek aenkrkm k;ejr jen* aenk ikzu b*bh;errà cl;r peq suNdr &;eb
clet p;erß xOˆ%l; &;ebà esEjn* Ak$; j;t ker a;mr; t;edr suey;g$;
ineY inE. ineY A$; kir.
b;¤ledr s;/n; heCz m;nuW t¼B. m;nuWek /r;. m;nueWr me/* m;nuWek %-uej
epet egelà t;ek ek;q;Y epet p;er;úúú? ek;q;Y p;eb? es ek ? t%nE blez
a;im\ m;nuW. a;m;r me/*\ esE &gb;n a;ez. a;m;ek yid icnet p;er;à
t;hel ikNtu tuim aj;n;ek icnet p;reb. t;r jn* l;ln fikerr g;n a;ezà Úa;m;r
b;‹Ir k;ez a;rix ngrà esq; Ak p‹ix ibr;j kerà a;im Akidn\ n; edi%l;m
t;er.Û a;m;r b;‹Iet a;im pU,Rd;s. a;m;r e&ter ey pU,Rd;s kq; blezà
y;r me/* anu&Uit a;ezà +;n a;ezà y;r me/* a+;nt; a;ezà y;r me/* sb
ikzu a;ezà esE pU,Rd;sek et; a;im ed%et p;E n;. a;im ¤per ed%et p;E
pU,Rd;esr xrIr$;. t; AE pU,Rd;sek ik ker icneb; ? AEe$ ecn;$; heCz b;¤ledr
s;/n;.
b;b; izeln n;nuerr dBIep. es%;en ¤in bes s;/n; kretn. ibx;l;=I
dBIep. ey$; cçId;esr ey rkiknI /;m izlà \E%;en ibx;l=I m; a;eznà %ub
j;g[t. ey%;en cN@Id;s pUj; kretn. \-rE pUj; kret kret m;err a;edex cN@Id;esr
il%et º• kreln. rjiknIr p;ex Ak$; pukur izel;à es%;en itin k;p‹
k;cetn. a;r itinà k;p‹ k;cet k;cet Amn Ak$; &;b \n;r me/ Aesez eyà
itin ed%et p;eCzn ey hYet; m;ezr mt esE pukuer @ueb y;eCzn. t;E bliz ày;r
me/* k;mgN/ enEà esE AE ep[m kret p;er. n; hel AE ep[m a;set p;er n;. ey$;
a;jek r;/;kO‚. r;/; a;r kO‚úÚr;/;Û m;en a;/;rß kO‚ m;en ÚikÛ xi¼²
/;tu. kO‚ a;l;d; ek;n\ mUi¼R n;à r;/;\ Ak$; a;l;d; mUi¼R nY. h*;- es$;
Ak$; m;nueWr me/*E a;ez.
t%n a;m;r bYs 7ú8 b_sr. b;b; Akidn ed%l;mà g;Eet g;Eet ek-ed
efleln. g;n g;Eet g;Eet ek-ed efllà a;im &;blum A ik rkm. a;m;r #;kurd;
enec enec g;Eetn. y%n g;Eetnà n;cetn. a;m;edr /;r;$; Ak$u an* rkm. et;
b;b;\ ed%l;mà g;Eet g;Eet Zr Zr ker ek-ed efll. icNt; krl;m m;nuW du"%
epel k;-edà ep$;el k-;edà b*;q; epel k-;edúúúú ikNtu g;Eet
g;Eet h#;_ k;-dez. k;r,$; kI ? inXcY t;hel AE g;enr me/* ikz a;ez b*;q;r
met;à esEjn* ec;e% jl Aesez. i#k eyn ek;n a;tÎIY Âjn m;r; egezà t;E
a;`;t elegez. ek-ed efelez. hYet; men heYez a;r t;ek ed%et p;b n;ú AE anu&Uitr
jn* ek-ed efelez. ikNtu g;Eet g;Eet k;-dez kI&;eb ? t%n p[Xn kret b;b;
blelnà h*;- b;b; et;m;r y%n bYs hebà g;Eebà t%n tuim buZet p;reb. ikNtu
g;enr b*%*;$; kerà t;rper g;n g;Eeb. t;helE tuim\ k;-deb. a;r b*%*;$; yid
n; kret p;r t;hel et;m;r ec;e% jl a;seb n;. tuim ixLpI heb. t;E a;jekr
yuegr bi¤l ixLpIà b;¤l nn. A%;en nkl a;sl a;im ikzu blet c;Eiz n;. anu&Uit$;E
a;sl. y;r me/* anu&Uit xi¼² enE itin b;¤l nn. b;¤l ikNtu a;mr;
sb;E. a;pin\ b;¤l; sb;E b;¤l. b;¤l &;b$; k%n a;es ? y%n ed%ebn
a;pin Ak; men men kq; blezn. blet blet y%n a;nNd heCzà er;m;i÷t heCznà
t%n a;pin\ b;¤l hey y;eCzn. AE ey b‹ b‹ el%kr;à \n;r; ele%n et;à
il%et il%et \-r; b;¤l heY y;nà b;¤elr mn$; Aes y;Y. a;r y%nE b;¤elr mn
Aes y;Yà t%nE a;pin y; c;Eebn sb p;ebn. t;E y%n itin inejek icnet
p;rebnà t%n itin inejr k;z eqek sbikzu %-uej p;ebn. t%n ÚkLpt•Û heY y;ebn.
Úmn ‡•à kLpn; t•Ûú m;nueWr\ t;E hY. a;r t%nE m;nuW
ÚijetiNd[YÛ hY. inejek ecen. inejr me/*E &gb;nek p;Y. r;mkO‚edb
pUej; kret kret inej e%eY int. inejr me/*E m;eYr Sb–p ed%ezn. m; t%n
aperr me/* enEà a;m;r me/* cel Aesez. AE eyà a;jekr iden kiMp¤$;r heCzà
m;nuWek drk;r heCz n;à Ak$; emixen sb ikzu heCz. ey el;k$; sOiê kerez es
et; m;nuWÞ t;helà Amn Ak$; ijins &ulú i#k y;E eh;kà sOiê ker
a;nNd epeYezà A$;E et; p;\Y;. &;bun ket; ek;i$ ek;i$ sOiê kerez
&gb;nà A$; hYet; t;r inejrE men enE. y;à sbeceY exW jIb ge‹ez
m;nuW. k;r, m;nueWr anu&Uit$; sbeceY ebix.
b;¤l\ durkemr. Ú¤d;s b;¤lÛà a;r ÚgOhI
b;¤l.Û a;mr; hiCz ÚgOhI b;¤l.Û m;en sNt;nú sNtità b'xprMpr; a;ez.
a;r Ú¤d;s b;¤làÛ heCzn pirb[;jekr met;. pirb[;jk hYin Akpu•Wà
\r; ibeY kern n;. \edr S]I q;ek n; seˆgà \r; s's;r b-;e/ n;à `r b-;e/
n;. \r; ker ik pirb[;jekr met; `uer eb‹;Y. A%n a;r etmn pirb[;jk b;¤l
enE. \r; et; Akpu•W. Amn pirb[;jk\ ede%iz inejr ibë; %;Y. a;pin %;b;r
idelà inejr juet;Y m;i%eY t;rpr %;ebn. a;sel pOiqbIr sbikzuE \edr k;ez
pib]. ek;en; ikzu e`µ;r nY. esE Ú¤d;s b;¤lÛ A%n a;r enE. b'xgt b;¤lr;
a;ez. a;r A%n ebix heYez ixLpI b;¤l. j;itgt b;¤l nY. ixLpIgt b;¤l h;j;r
h;j;r.
b;¤l heCz b;Yuek /;r, kr;. a;m;edr s;/n;r mUl t¼B heCz b;Yu /;r,
kr;. b;Yu m;en inXb;s. m;en h;\Y;. AE h;\Y;$;ek /r;$;E heCz a;m;edr s;/n;.
t;r k;r, hel;à b;YÌ$;ek ek¤ yid /ret p;erúúú a;m;edr p-;c rkemr
p[;,;Y;m a;ez. AE p-;c rkemr p[;,;Y;m yt=, ebxI kr; y;ebà es tet; isÊ.
a;m;r b;b; 12 `N$; jel @ueb q;ket p;retn. \E p[;,;Y;m. Aek Úa;rb s;/n;Û
bl; hY. a;rb m;en heCz musilm. a;reb musilm s;/kr; AE ijins$; kretn.
wtlˆgSb;mI\ gˆg;Y @ueb q;ket p;retn. \E Úa;rb s;/n;Û. \E ey a;mr; g;E
Úe&;l; mn @;ekÛúúúú t;r m;enE heCz pqú s;/n; kr; heCz. g;n$;\
ikNtu s;/n;. Ab' shj s;/n;. At shej &gb;nek @;k;à k-;d;à inejek
inebdn kr;ú an* ek;en; s;/n;Y hY n;.
rbINd[n;q #;kuerr p[iti$ sOiêr me/*\ inejek kI&;eb a;tÎsm;pR, ker
ideYezn. k;r,à itin wb‚b s;iht* p‹etn. itin a;tÎinebdn$; j;netn. t;E
itin rbINd[n;q #;kur heYizeln.
sufI heCzà a;im yid menr m;nuW bil t;r;\ menr m;nuW bel g;Y. l;lenr
yet;‡il g;n ed%ebnà sbE sufIr g;n. t;r k;r, heCzà b;¤l sufI tf;_$;
hel;à Ar; heCz wb‚bß \r; heCz musilm. A$; &;g kerizel;. musilm
p[;/;n* y%n izel;à p;#;n r;jtB izel;à t%n Úher kO‚Û n;m clet; n;.
t%n r;/;ú kO‚ n;m clet; n;. t%n edhú te¼Br g;n clet;. h*-;à b;¤elr;
t%n \E edhúte¼Br g;n g;Eetn. m;nueWr t¼B. A$; Ÿesn
x;ehr a;eg\ izel;. fel b;¤elr; g;Eetnà Úm;nbedeh `r%;n; heb n;.Û `err
sMmue%et bWR; &;rI idn q;ket eser inil n;à `r$; ey et;r e&eˆg
egezà `r z\Y;et hebà et; bWR;r a;eg eser enà n; hel et; jl p‹eb.
`err a;e‹ ere% j;nl; dui$à `err `rinr ek mn cln;. `err j;nl; heCz dui$
ec;%. AE ec;e%r me/*E ikNtu p;p pU,* sb. k;mà e½;/ú el;&
sbikzu a;m;edr AE ec;e%E. t;E b;¤lú sufIet f;r;k enE. es mnuW*t¼B blezà
a;im\ t;E. AE mnuW*t¼Bek el;ek A%n blez jIbnmu%I. ket; bzr a;eg b;¤elr;
AE jIbenr kq; bel egezn.
kbIr heCz sufI. &¼² kbIr. itin ejel izeln. c;m‹;r juet; wtrI kret;
&¼² kbIr. Aet; &¼² izel; ey sb;E y;eCz gˆg;Y Sn;n kret t%n ¤in
Akjn b[;†,ek e@ek bleznà t;r pdÎful$; gˆg;ek puej; edb;r jen*. kbIr
c;m‹; ideY Ak$; pdÎful kerizel;. b[;†, et;à Sn;n$;n ker $er inejr
puej; ideY kbIerr ful idet &uel egel;. ¤e# a;s;r smY men p‹;Yà ful$;
ineY gˆg;ek blel; A$; &¼² hird;s ideYezà en. m; gˆg; et; due$;
h;t tuel ful$; g[h, kreln. a;r t%nE b[;†e,r b[† dxRn hel;. b[;†,
et; kbIrek blel;à tuE ik m;eYr a;r;/n; kirs ? kbIr blel; /Us x;l;. a;m;r
smY ek;q;Y ? a;im et; sb smY k;j ineY q;ik.
el%;ili% "
a;im
Ak$; bE b;r keriz. E$;ilr a;m;r Ak ixW*; ile%eznà a;im beliz ¤-in
ile%ezn. t;et 500 p;t;r bE heYez. bE$; &;ret d;m heYez 2000 $;k;.
b;Eer A$;E ibi½ hY 50 @l;er. a;emirk;et. Ar a;eg\ a;im b;¤elr bE ile%iz
due$; Úibr;$ b;¤l s^ItÛ. a;r Ak$; a;ez Úb;'l;r b;¤l \ b;¤l g;nÛ. Ar
me/* a;ez b;¤lt¼Bà ey%;en edh bel ey t¼Bt; a;mr; buiZà ey$; a;j pyRNt
eber;Y inà esE t¼B$; AE E'r;ijet a;ez. ibedxIr; A$;ek pzNd ker ebix.
esEjen* A$;ek E'r;ijet kr; jeYez. a;r b;¤l g;n ineY due$; bE keriz. durkm
&;eb. E'r;ij$; puer;puir &;eb b;¤elr t¼B. y;età Úa/r;Û mnuW*
y;Y n; /r;. \ t;r krm ede% n;\ ehesúesE krm ede% ebez inet hebà et; esE
s;/n;r t¼B AE bE$;et a;ez.
b;¤l
g;enr sur yN] "
a;im %mk b; a;nNd lhrI b;j;Eà Akt;r;à b;-Y; a;r @uil b;j;E. AE heCz
a;m;edr a;sl yN]. a;r ek;n yN] enE. Arpr a;m;r ´I m+u d;s\ s'gIt
ibx;rdà teb b;¤l `r;,;r nn. \-r b;b; imil$;rI aifs;r izeln. a;im y%n
a;emirk;Y egl;mà t%n a;im ineY igeYizl;m ± p[cilt yN]‡el;E. a;r A%;enE
a;m;r ´Iek h;rem;inY;m b;j;et idl;m. b;j;l\. ebx &;lE l;gl. t%n
&;bl;m Ak$; tbl; inE. t;r a;eg Ak$; x[Ie%;l q;kt a;m;edr seˆg. Ab;r
tbl; inl;m. ed%l;m &;lE et; l;gez. a;r\ b‹ kq;à du itne$ el;k e%et
p;eCz a;m;r jn*. menr me/* Ak$; ixLpI&;b a;sez .
g;@R h;@sn Akjn ib%*;t ipY;en; iseneqs;Ej;r ixiLp. \r delr me/* ig$;r sh
smSt a;/uink p;Xc;t* yN] izel;.
sur b[†à t;l b[†à b;k* b[†à sur t;l b;d* AE itn AEm yid Ak heY
y;Yà t;hel g;@R h;@senr yN];nuse^E b; b;¤l heb n; ekn ? es$;E et; b[†mY
heY y;Y. a;im Asb keriz. a;jek a;er; ek¤ yid kernà =it et; ikzu enE. A%n
a;im eb$; ezelà emeY ezel esej yid eS$ej ai&nY kirà t;hel =it kI ?
a;im emeYezel heY y;eb; kI ? t;Eà ek¤ yid belnà mx;E b;¤l nê ker idelà
t;hel buZet heb \r; inejr;E nê heY egezn. buiÊ$;\ nê heYez. a;m;r me/*
ey b;¤elr mn$; a;ez es$; r¼² ideY wtrI heYezà es$; h#;_ ik ker Aekb;er
s;ehb heY y;eb. a;m;r g;n$; g;n q;kelE hel;
ibedex
"
a;m;edr b;¤elr inYm izlà ek;n\ p[c;r kret p;reb n;. esE inYm$; e&eˆg
a;im p[c;r kret º• keriz. a;m;r a;eg ek;n\ b;¤l ibedex y;Y in. e&;k;l\
y;Y in. ribxér egeznà im¤ijk ineY. a;il a;kbr %;- egeln im¤ijk ineYß
¤dYxér n;c ineY egeznß ip is srk;r y;du ineY egeznß a;r pU,Rd;s g;n
ineY egez. t;r a;eg ek¤ y;Y in.ú a;im keriz jjR h*;irsnà ip$;r gglà ip$
isg;rà bbi@l;nà jn ibh;sà sb;r seˆgE g;n keriz. y%n a;im a;emirk;Y
ep-ozl;mà t%n bbi@l;n\ a;m;r %ub bN/u. a;jek pOiqbIet yet;‡el; b‹
b‹ ixiLp a;eznà t;r; sb;E a;m;r bN/u. sb;r seˆgE g;n keriz. bbi@l;enr
seˆg\. ek;en; ixiLp blet p;rebn n; eyà t;r seˆg g;n kirin. j*;ks;nà g$
plsnú iyin ekbl &gb;enr ¤eâex* g;n kernà mI$ j*g;rà sb;r seˆgE
egeYiz. t;rpr a;im b;'l;edexr jn* ikzu k;j keriz. t;et a;im p[;Y 7 h;j;r
p;¤N@ tuel ideYizl;mà t%n \E b;'l;edexr p[/;n a;bu s;eYd izel; lN@en.
a;im ebx 18 jn s;ehbek ideY Ak$; n;$ek ai&nY kireYiz. g;enr \per
Ak$; gIit n;$k. a;emirk;r m&In iqeY$;err Akjn ib%*;t pirc;lkek ideY AE
n;$k$; kireYizl;m. g;n$; izel; Úex;ekr iden es jn ibenà pr ik a;pn heb
erúúúÛ s;ehbr; ek¤ Xmx;en y;eCzà m‹; ep;‹;eCzú AE ai&nY
krez. a;im g;n egeY y;iCz. Úerneb; h;¤sÛ a;r Úr*;e&n h;¤sÛ ú AE
due$; h;¤es a;im ai&nY kerizà lN@en. a;im \%;en p[;Y itnm;s ai&nY
kerizl;m. esE smY f[;eNs y;Eà relnên ek;Mp;inet erk@R‡el; kir.
a;r a;im b;¤ledr ibedex ineY eyet c;E. Ar jn* a;m;r edex pU,Rd;s Ak;e@mI
keriz. a;m;r edexr b;¤ledr es%;n eqek a;im ibedex p[itë; kr;et c;E. el;k
s'gIt ineY a;m;r p*;ires ESkul a;ez. a;emirk;et\ a;ez.
dui$ b;¤l a;ez. b;¤l m;en a;pn;r; j;enn º/u Aki$ b;¤l. ey
b;¤l g;n g;Yà n;c ker b*s enoughà
AE pyRNtE b;¤ledr j;en b; t;edr piricit. ikNtu b;¤l t; nY. b;¤elr aenk
ikzu a;ez y; ibedxIr; j;net c;Yà Ab' t;r; gebWn; kr;r jn* a;jek a;im
125$; edx `uret eperiz. k;r, AE a;g[h$; t;edr me/* a;ez t;r; º/u g;enr jn*
nY a;r p[;cIn s'SkOit bel Ak$; b‹ ¤-cu ¤per tuel ideY eze‹ egl;m t;
ker n;. g;n ex;enà ex;n;r perE g;n$;r me/* ik t¼B a;ez ekn g;n hel; Ab'
g;n$;r AE ey t¼Bà esE t¼B$; ek;q; eqek Ael;à ek;q;Y sOiê heYezà
esEsb /er Ak$;r pr Ak$; ker ker a;m;ek m;ê;r k®;s kret hY esEsb j;Yg;Y
Ab' A%;en a;mr; ikzu inEin. ikNtu A%;en ek;en; University
a;m;ek @;ek in. ikNtu a;im lN@en b¼²Ot; edb;r jn*à t;rper a;emirk;Y
egizà aeê[ilY;Y egizà j;p;en b¼²Ot; keriz. ibexW ker lN@en a;im
a;‹;E m;s \edr Visiting Professor
ihs;eb izl;mà ey edx a;m;edr ez;e$; ker ed%et;à y;r; a;m;edr m;nuW belE
gn* kret; n;à esE edex t;r;E a;m;ek e@ek ineY Visiting Professor
ihs;eb ere% izel;. Ab' AE b;¤l j;n;r jn* Ab' esE%;en a;m;edr rbINd[n;q #;kur
\edr esE E¤in&;isRi$et Ak$; `er q;ketnà itin\ es%;en b¼²Ot; ideY
Aeseznà Ab' t;r jn* ¤in \$; Ak$; ib&;g ker ere% ideYezn ey$; AixY;
ib&;eg esr;. AE$; q;keb º/u dxRenr ijinsek tuel /r; heb Ab' esE i@p;$RemN$$;
a;im a;‹;E m;s c;ileYizl;m Ab' a;im es%;en Visiting Professor
ihs;eb. º/u Ak$; edex nY a;im a;emirk;Y kerizà a;im j;mR;en kerizà p*;ires
kerizà sbedexE ikNtu a;imà aeS$[ilY;Y p[;Y itnm;s met; izl;m es%;en\
keriz. Arkm pOiqbIr yet;‡el; edx a;im `ueriz. anuë;enr jn* a;im egiz 25
i$ edex. 100i$ edex a;im b¼²Ot; ideYizà g;n egeYiz. ikNtu ibjenesr jn*
a;im 25i$ edex egizl;mà t; AE bel a;im ibjens kirin. g;n Ab' b¼²Ot;
due$;rE p[it el;ekr men;ey;g ebxI. Ak$; nY. due$; seˆg eknà a;mr; c;E
a;m;edr piXcmb;'l;Y\ &;rtbeWR c;Y g;nà b;Eer egel due$; c;Y. \r; g;n
Ab' b¼²Ot;. AE due$; imileY t;r; &;el; b;es. \r; b;¤ldxRn ik tuel
/ret c;Y b; j;net c;Y . &;retr p[;cIn s'SkOitr ±ith* ik es$;ekE j;net
c;Y.
pur:k;r
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&;rtbeWRr Úb;¤l sm[;$ÛúúúAE ¤p;i/$; a;m;Y ideYez @" r;ejNd[
p[s;d. 9 bzr bYes r;jSq;enúúú k'eg[esr ai/ebsen a;m;ek es;n;r eme@l
ideYizel;. a;im es%;en bIn; b;ijeY g;n egeYizl;m. a;r @" r;/;kO‚;n
a;m;ek ideYizeln Úsur s;grÛ ¤p;i/. \-n;r ‡• izeln eg;pIn;q kibr;j.
¤in \E anuë;n$; kerizeln. b;ijeYedr me/* izeln kN#mh;r;jà a;ºet;W
&|;c;yRà iseáXbrI edbIà r;/;kO‚;n SbY' inej izeln. 1999 s;elà ek
a;r n;r;Y,\ et; a;pn;ek purSkOt kerizelnúúúúsˆgItú n;$k Ak;e@im eqek.
t;z;‹; m/*p[edexr srk;r a;m;ek idel; ÚtulsIÛ ¤p;/I. tulsId;s Ak;e@mI
eqek. 1 l= $;k;à ¤i‹W*;et n;d b[† ¤p;i/\ p;E. es%;en izel; m;µ; edà
aimt j;el;$; p[mu%. Ak miNder heYizel;. AEiden jgµ;q inej g;n ex;enn. AE
smY efiS$&*;l hY. t;z;‹; a;im ¤p;i/ p[cur epeYiz. t;r;cr, prmh's\
a;m;ek Úb;¤lsm[;$Û ¤p;i/ ideY igeYizeln.
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AE ey lt; me^skr eqek ehmNtß sb;E egeYeznúúúú Úb;¤lb;t;súúúÛ
a;sel \r; b;¤l g;enr jnip[Yt;ek b*bh;r kereznß b;¤ledr ek;en; ¤pk;r
kern in. ey$; pU,Rd;s kerezn. a;j a;m;r Amn piricit Aesezà a;im isenm;
kerizà erk@R kerizà eri@\et egeYizà i$i&et egeYizúúú a;im ik
kirinÞ ey$; a;im a;x; kirinà #;kur t;r eceY\ a;m;ek aenk ebix ideYezn.
a;m;r ezel Ak$; el;kek ideY g;n ili%eYezà Úa;im =*;p; b;¤là j;t b;¤elr
ezelà b;b; a;m;r nbnId;s bIr&Uemet a;idinb;s m; ey a;m;r b[jb;l;
a;m;Y pU,Rd;s bel skel. a;im &;E p;gl b;¤là j;t b;¤elr ezel.Û a;er;
Ak$; a;ezà Ú p[&u yid ECz; kern bel; ikn; hY. a;m;et t;r ECz; p[k;x
hel; jg_mY.Û m;en a;jek s;r; pOiqbIE 125$; edex Ak$;
g[;emr ezelek ineY egez.
a;m;r ek;en; atOiPt enE . ŠXbr a;m;ek sb ideYezn. a;m;r b;b; bletn ÚAk`r
bN/ et; h;j;r `r e%;l;.Û A$;E jIbn. a;im A&;eb edi% sb ikzu. t;E
p;\Y; n; p;\Y; sb a;m;edr Ak. a;eg b;¤ledr seˆg `urt;mà e%t;mà meh;_sb
krt;m. iben pYs;Y. A%n hY n;. k;r,à A%n g;‹Iet y;E. eyet egel etl l;eg.
ikzu n; hel per\ a;pú @;¤n 800 $;k;r etl l;geb. 800$;k; ideY meh;_seb b;¤ledr
seˆg Aks;eq &;t %;\Y;r smY$; A%n a;m;r enE. esE smY yid due$; f;'x;n
kirà ey $;k;$; p;eb;ú t; ideY miNdr kreb;. keriz\ x;iNtinektenr &ubn
@;°;Y. ibr;$ &;eb el;kn;eqr miNdr. i&=; ker kriz n;. purSk;err 1
l= $;k;$; a;im miNder ideY ideYiz.
a;im et; s;r;jIbn nê keriz. a;m;r b;b;\ kereznà ikNtu s's;err jn* nY.
b;b; kerezn s;/n;r jn*à a;im keriz ikzu$; s's;err jn*à t;rper y%n buZet
p;rl;m eyà n; a;m;r\ a;ez ikzu kr;rà a;m;r\ j;n;r drk;r a;ezà esE anu&Uit
y%n hel;à t%n a;im s;/n; kret l;gl;m. t%n a;im ikzuidn sIt;r;m d;s
\›;rn;eqr seˆg s;/u heY `ueriz.à
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t; Ak$u a;ez bEik. q;k;r kq;Eà t;r k;r, a;jek yt$; kerizà es$; a;im
pirx[m kerà Ab' a;im e%e$ Ab' le‹ y;ek bl; hY a;eNd;ln ker inejek
es$; a;d;Y ker ineYiz. ikNtu a;m;ek ik sm;j es$; ideYez ? a;j pyRNt edYinà
es e=;&$;et; q;k;r kq;E. ekn s;r; ibexB a;im y%n Ak$; ik bleb;úúúú
Ak$; a*;Mb;s;@;r iheseb s;r; pOiqbIet y%n a;m;r AE p[;cIn s'SkOitek ep-oez
ideYizà es$uku ai/k;r et; a;m;r a;ez. inXcYE j;n;r Ab' en\Y;rà k;r, heCz
ik a;m;ek ik ideYez &;rtbWRà ik a;m;r piXcmbˆg ? a;m;ek ikzu edY in.
º/u a;m;Y AE ideYezà a;m;r jNm ideYezà m;i$ epeYiz m;i$ m;en m;à a;r
jNm ideYez es heCz ipt;. y;ek a;mr; prmb[† bilà es jNm ideYez. AE jen*
a;mr; &;rtbWRek Ab' b;'l;edxek sbeceY ebxI x[Ê;kirà &i¼² kir.
ú a;sl kq; heCz ik j;ennà b;¤elr t¼B$; %ub g&Ir et;à AE g&Ir
t¼B$;ek an* &;W;et blet egel %ubE kêkr hY a;m;edr. ibexWker b;¤lr;
et; %ub ebix m;en p‹;ºn;r idk ideY y;Yinà %ub ebix Ak;e@im idk$; idk$;
p;Yinà t;r; abehilt Ab' a;m;edr jIben %ubE abehilt&;eb a;mr; m;nuW
heYiz. m;nuW sm;ej Aes i#k met; b-;cb;r ai/k;r es$; eyn ej;r ker a;d;Y kr;
heYez. Az;‹; ikNtu n; ed\Y;r met;n t;r k;r, p[;cIn s'SkOitek a;mr; beYE
cilà mue% bel q;ekà epp;er bl; q;ekà bEeY el%; hYà el%k eli%k;r;
ile%ezn n;n;&;eb ikNtu ek;en; smY A$; sit*k;err ey d;m ideYez t; edYin.
ekn b;¤lr; abehilt &;eb `uer ebireYez.
b;¤lr; mrmIY;à AE b;¤l jIbny;];$;E t;edr s;/n;à t;r; s;/k. a;mr;
AE &;ebE j;in. t; AE ey s;/kà Úsm;j ik ikzu a;pn;edr ideYez es et;
t;r peq Aeg;Yà b;¤lr; ek;en;idn A ineY icNt; ker ? kerin et; ek;en;idn.
a;r A%n ey krez es$;E b; &;bezn ekn ? t; hel At p[c;r het; n;. ikNtu
ktRb* ed%;et blezà es$;ek tuel /erez ey ktRb*$; ikà esE inYm$; heCz t;E
yid a;im tulsI tl;$; es%;en q;ekà tulsI g;z mer egel a;mr; es j;Yg;$;ek
tulsI tl;E bel q;ik. ikNtu c;Yin bel a;im ey idiCzn; A$; et; i#kE n;. k;r,
a;m;r &;°; miNdr pe‹ a;ez bel a;im miNder pUj; kreb; n; A$; ek;en;
kq; nY. esE jen* a;m;r kq; heCz ey y;r; s;/u t;r; c;Y n; c;Y n; bel p;eb
n;à t;rpr %;b;rà es et; m;nuWà t;ek %;\Y;et heb b-;c;et heb teb et; es
edeb et; es$; ktRb* ik ? esE ktRb*$; ker in. esEe$E a;im bliz k;r, es$;
et; epet p;ir k;r, a;im et; m;nuWkUel jNm ineYiz. edbt; kUel yid jNm int;m
t;hel hYet; krt;m n;.
a;jekr
pirbitRt duinY;Y b;¤l s'gIt ik m;nuWek ifireY idet p;reb puer;en; mUl* eb;/
a;r ibXb;s ?
"So
much to do and so little time"
inXcY p;reb. Akm;] b;¤l g;nE pOiqbIet x;iNt a;neb Ab' sb;Eek
Ak] kret p;reb. AE g;en ek;n j;ite&d enE. a;mr; musilmà eboÊà ihNdu
i%[ê;n ú Ar; et; Ak Ak$; Úe%;-Y;‹Û. m;en ey%;en pºedr a;$ek r;%; hY.
Arkm `rek a;m;edr g[;medex bel %‹. y;r; Ak$u duêuim kerez t;edr AE smSt
%e‹ a;$ek r;%; hY. y;et et;m;ek Ak$; ‡• ebez inetE hY. ìtrI hY gçI.
m;nuW ìtrI h\Y;r gçI. t;E Ú‡•r k;ez q;kel esE q;ek eg;$;
‡• eze‹ cel egelE z;l ez;l;$; ez;l;$;Û. m;en g[;em j;-t; epx;$; ht
ey l;i# ideY t;ek bl; ht Úl;ihÛ l;ih /er q;kel per esE q;ek eg;$;à
l;ih eze‹ cel egel z;l ez;l;$; ez;l;$;. m;en \perr z;l$; zuel y;Yà @;l
ebireY pe‹. ‡• heCz esE l;ih$;. ± gçIr me/* y;r; q;ekà t;r; eb-ec
y;Yà a;r gçIz;‹; heY egel z;l ez;l;$; ez;l;$;. esEjen*
t;edr x;iNt a;seb n;.
s;=;_k;r ineYezn " suip[Y ‡h \ a;ixW
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