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j;inR $u d* ecµ;E emirn bIc
Ÿm;Yun
kibr !;lI
ecµ;E y;\Y;r isÊ;Nt$; Ÿ$ kerE enY; hel;. a;m;edr ˜mn isi@¤el
ecµ;E nY reYez klk;t;úmuMb;EúidöIúklk;t;. t;E klk;t;Y
if[ ¦ul ií$[e$r Ak s;Eb;r k*;ef bes muMb;E úidöIr bN/uedr
emEl eck krizl;m. ibexW ker muMb;EeYr @u'ir Al;k;y Esl;im
icNt;ibd \ ibex®Wk @új;ikr n;eYk Ar s;eq s;=;etr smYà
l;Eeb[ir i&ij$ Ar isi@¤l‡el; a;erkb;r ede% iniCzl;m.
@ jikr n;eYk Ar ip As mukbul &;E j;ikr n;eYk Ar
s;eq ed%; kr;r anumit \ isi@¤l j;ineY emEl kerezn. emehdI
&;E es;ö;es EúemEl pe‹ ex;n;eln. AE f;-ek itin
a;r Aki$ emEl \epn ker blelnà !;lI &;E tuilk; p[k;xnIr
r;i/k; m*;@;m\ emEl p;i#eYezn.
kI belez ? a;im j;net c;El;m.
a;m;edr eyet belez. y;ebn n;ik? emehdI &;E
a;m;r mt;mt j;net eceY jb;b edY;r a;egE blelnà celn y;E. ecµ;E
heY muMb;E y;eb;.
\ek. celn y;E.
a;im a;r iámt krl;m n;. eknn;à ecµ;E y;b;r
b;sn; a;m;r men aenkidn a;eg eqekE. ibexW ker ecµ;Er ¤eö%ey;g*
p[k;xn; p[itë;n tuilk;r ixºet;W bE‡el; klk;t; eml;Y
ed%;r pr eqekE ecµ;Er p[k;xn; jgt$; ed%;r Ak$; p[bl menr
e&tr jm; izl. esE suey;g$; epeY egl;m emehdI &;EeYr
kq;Y. tuilk;r b*;p;r$; Akidn a;egE ekbl emehdI &;Eek
belizl;m. belizl;m ecµ;EeYr tuilk; ixºedr ¤pey;gI
&;el; &;el; bE p[k;x ker. \edr s;eq ey;g;ey;g kret
p;rel &;el; het;. a;m;r kq; m;q;Y ere% Eet;me/* itin ecµ;EeY
tuilk;r m*;enij' Ai@$r imess r;i/k; emnenr s;eq EúemEl
ey;g;ey;g exW ker isi@¤l\ ineY ineYezn. AekE eb;/hY bel em`
n; c;Eet bOiê. ¤eö%* eyà p[ekoxlI em;" emehdI h;s;n
ibXbibd*;lY eqek ebireYE ipt;r h;et g‹; elkc;r p;bilekxns
il" Ar sb d;iYtà ineY enn. Ab' t;r em/; p[+; a;r
pirx[m ideY p[itë;ni$r punjRNm `$;et s=m hn. m;] n m;es
p[itë;ni$r $;,R\&;r p[;Y iá‡, kr;r kOittà ajRn
kern. y; eh;k s;Eb;r k*;ef besE ecµ;E y;b;r isÊ;Nt
cu‹;Nt ker efll;m. esE s;eq j;ineY idl;m a;m;edr a;gmn
b;tR;.
r;et ixº s;iht* s'sedr m;ekRi$' m*;enj;r
p[bIrd;ek mue#;ef;en ecµ;E y;b;r kq; j;n;l;m. j;net c;El;m
ecµ;E y;b;r shj \eY kI. itin e$[n eqek ibm;enr pe=E r;Y
ideln. ibm;enr &;‹;\ e$[enr tuln;Y a;nup;itk km. k;r,
btRm;en &;ret ebx keYki$ ibm;n s;i&Rs c;lu kerez.
p[itinYt t;r; p[itey;igt;Y b*St q;ek y;]I p;b;r jn*. fel
i$ike$r ¤pr ibi&µrkm z;‹ ideCz. z;e‹r abSh; m;eZme/*
Amn aibXb;s* abSh;Y d;-‹;Y ey EN$;r •e$r ep®n efY;r m;]
Ak $;k;. p®;s srk;err n;n;rkm $*;„. teb Ak $;k;r b*;p;ri$
ibexW smY b; k;re,r e=e]E p[ey;j*.
ey kq; blizl;mà ecµ;E y;b;r ibm;n &;‹;
p;-c h;j;err met; l;get p;er Arkm /;r,; ideY p[bIr d; mue#;ef;en
j;n;l a;g;mIk;l sk;el a;im eh;e$el a;siz. AesE si#k %br$;
idiCz
s;r;r;t a;m;r &;el; `um hel; n;. Ak$; an*rkm
a;nNdà ¤Cz;s a;m;r e&ter c÷l hir,Ir met; l;f;et l;gl.
jIben k%en; ibm;en ci‹in. xI`[E c‹et y;iCz. p[bIr d;r
kq;Y esrkm Ei^tE epl;m. t;r ¤pr emehdI &;E isg;er$ fu-ker
fu-ket blelnà kI beln !;lI &;Eà ibm;en y;\Y;E
&;el; ?
kI ey bel;. a;im ik bleb; &;el; n;? ek¤
bel A kq;? a;im\ %ub d[³t emehdI &;Eek bll;m h*;-
ibm;en y;\Y;E &;el;. smY b;-ceb. &;‹;\ %ub ebix nY.
e$[enr &;‹;E et; a;ez p[;Y a;‹E h;j;r $;k;.
i#kE belezn. ibm;enE y;eb;. emehdI &;E t;r
isÊ;Nt ideY ideln.
sk;el p[bIr d; Aes a;m;edr `um &;°;eln.
esEs;eq a;b;er; itin p[m;n kreln itin kt$; p;ncueYl \
ehLpful p;rsn.
y;eh;kà %ub ܳt emehdI &;E a;r a;im ef[x heY
p[bIrd;ek ineY ebireY p‹l;m. t;r pirict Ak$; $[*;e&l
AejNsIr k;ez ineY egeln. yid\ EN$;rene$\ e$[n \ ibm;n i$ek$
kr; y;Y. ese=e] ek;Mp;nIr z;‹‡el; yq;yq j;n; q;kel i#k
a;ez. a;r j;n; n; q;kel sr;sir ek;Mp;nIr aifs aqb;
$[*;e&l AejNsIr s;eq ey;g;ey;g kr;E ex[Y.
$[;e&l AejNsIr jwnk kmRktR; a;m;edr j;n;eln
nn ir$;enbl i$ike$r d;m tuln;mulk km. Az;‹; penr idn ik'b;
Akm;s a;eg i$ik$ k;$et p;relE suib/; Ak$u ebix p;\Y; y;Y.
ikN¼ a;m;edr eyet heb a;jekr me/*E. ese=e] suib/; p;b;r
ek;en; k;r, enE. iminm;m &;‹; jnp[it p[;Y p;-c h;j;r
$;k;E ‡net heb. yid\ &;‹; ineY a;m;edr ek;en; p[Xn
izl n;. a;m;edr kq; izl a;j ik'b; a;g;mIk;l l;÷ a;\Y;err
a;eg ecµ;E igeY epo--zet heb.
emehdI &;E $[;e&elr kmRktR;ek blelnà i#k
a;ez a;m;edr jn* due$; i$ike$r b*bSh; k•n.
ed%iz d;d;. a;pn;r; p[bIrd;r egê et;à a;im
yq;s;/* ecê; kriz. kmRktR; j;n;eln. Ak$u icNt; ker blelnà
edi% EiçY;n AY;rl;ENs A kI abSh; ed%iz.
¤in EN$;ren$ \epn ker kI eyn ed%eln. Arpr EiçY;n
AY;rl;ENs Ar k;¤ek ef;n ker a;m;edr j;n;elnà a;pn;edr
&;g* &;el;. a;j z$;i]x A EiçY;n AY;rl;ENs A i$ik$
p;\Y; eyet p;er. nn ir$;enbl. &;‹;\ kmú m;] jnp[it
itn h;j;r s;tx $;k;. a;r a;g;mIk;l e&;err f®;E$ /rel
&;‹; heb c;r h;j;r dux. y; ir$;enbl hel het; s;e‹
s;e‹ c;r ik'b; p;-c Ar met;. ibm;en klk;t; $u ecµ;E du `N$;r
j;inR &;‹; m;] itn h;j;r s;tx. a;mr; s;eq s;eq r;ij
heY egl;m.
‡en ‡en dujenr jn* s;t h;j;r c;rx $;k; ideY i$ik$ ineY
inl;m. i$ik$ inl;m jIben p[qm ibm;n j;inRr jn*.
ent;jI su&;W cNd[ bsu a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;n
bNdr
ent;jI su&;W cNd[ bsu a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNdrØpUbRtn
dmdmÙ eqek ecµ;EeYr ¤eâex EiçY;n AY;rl;ENs Ar Akx a;ix
ise$r ibm;ni$ z;‹eb sN/*; z$; i]x imine$. eb;i@R' $;Em
p;-c$; ciöex. a;m;edr s;e‹ p;-c$;r me/* ibm;n bNder
epo-zelE cleb. A%n b;ej itn$;. a;mr; A%en; eh;e$el. eh;e$l
eqek $*;i„ ker ebt;jI su&;W cNd[ a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNder
eyet b‹ej;r ciöx imin$ kI Ak `N$; l;geb. ikN¼ a;m;r tr
sEizl n;. yid j*;em pi‹à ek;en; sms*; hYà t;hel et;
ibm;n ims kreb;. t; kr; i#k heb n;. t;E s;e‹ itn$;r idekE
ebireY p‹l;m eh;e$l eqek. emehdI &;E abx* belizl kelj
ií$[$ Ak$u !u emer y;eb. a;im n;n; b;h;n; tuel t;ek !u
m;ret idEin. eknn; ek;en½emE jIbenr p[qm ibm;n j;inR ims
kret c;E n;.
a;m;edr $*;i„ AigeY y;eCz ent;jI su&;W
cNd{ a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNderr ¤eâex. xhr ik'b; xherr
k;z;k;iz ek;q;\ j*;em pi‹in. ikN¼ sL$elekr k;ez eyetE
a;m;edr $*;i„ j*;em p‹l. Ak duE itn ker y%n dx imin$
pyRNt j*;em a;$ek q;kl;mà a;m;r e&ter e$nxn ܳt
b;‹et q;kel;. kI j;in ibm;n /ret p;ir ik n;. n; e$nxenr
igY;r a;r b;‹et idl n; idel\ $*;i„r igY;r b;i‹eY
idel; @[;E&;r. k;r, tt=e, j*;m zue$ egez. s;e‹ c;r$;
n;g;d dmdm AY;rep;e$Rr a&*NtrIn $;imRn;el igeY $*;i„
q;ml. @[;E&;err h;et Akx ibx $;k; /ireY ideY a;mr; g;i‹
eqek n;ml;m. enem ¤perr idek t;k;etE ec;e% p‹l b‹ ker
E'r;ijet el%; ent;jI su&;W cNd[ a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNdr.
Ai$ klk;t; eqek setr ikel;im$;r duer abiSht. ibm;nbNdri$r
due$; r;n\eY a;ez. $;imRn;l reYez itni$. Aki$ a&*NtrIn
$;imRn;là Aki$ a;Ntj;Ritk $;imRn;l \ Aki$ m;lb;hI $;imRn;l.
btRm;en AE ibm;nbNder edxibedexr ¤eö%ey;g* ibm;n s'Sh;smuh
a;s;y;\Y; ker. A‡el; hel; " AY;r EiçY;à AY;r s;h;r;à
a*;l;eYNs AY;rà AY;r e@k;nà EiçY;n AY;rl;ENsà ibm;n
b;'l;edx AY;rl;Ensà ib[i$x AY;r\eYjà ksimk AY;rà Eni@eg;
AY;rl;Ensà @[uk AY;rà Aimer$sà ijà Am ij AY;rl;Ensà
g;lf AY;rà ej$ AY;r\eYjà ik'ifs;r AY;rl;Ensà luf$h;ns;à
is^;pur AY;rl;Ensà Sp;Es ej$à q;E AY;r\eYj EN$;rn*;xn;l.
t%en; dupuerr %;b;r %;\Y; hYin. eh;e$l eqek
eber;en;r pr e&ebizl;m ent;jI su&;W cNd[ bsu
a;nTj;Ritk ibm;nbNder epo-ez e%eY enb. ikN¼ ibm;nbNder
epo-ez buZet p;ir l;÷ kerE $*;i„ /r; drk;r izl. b;Eer
ek;en; %;b;err ed;k;n enE. $;imRn;el duitne$ y;\b; a;ezà
A%;en º/u p;nIY a;r ekk ib¦u$ j;tIY %;b;rE r;%; a;ez.
i$ik$ edi%eY a;mr; AY;rep;e$Rr e&ter !uek
egl;m. ent;jI su&;W cNd[ a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNdr ebx n;m@;k
n;m ºen a;siz sbsmY. ent;jI su&;W cNd[ a;Ntj;Ritk
ibm;nbNdr ed%et ekmn t; j;net sbsmY ¤dg[Ib izl;m. Amnik
b;'l; edx eqek klk;t;Y b;Eer;e@ a;s;r smY b;s y%n
ibm;nbNderr ed\Y;l e`es xher !uek t%n b;s eqek a;-ik¤-ik\
ideYiz. a;j ent;jI su&;W cNd[ a;Ntj;Ritk ibm;nbNderr
e&ter !uek luikeY q;k; sb a;g[h iá‡, ¤_s;eh ¤-ik
idet º• krl. ek;q;Y ik a;ez t; ed%;r jn* m;izr
met; duec;% c;rp;ex `ur;et q;kl;m. Amn ik =u/;r kq;\ ebm;lum
&uel egl;m. a;m;r yt$; a;g[h¤Cz;s a;jekr idni$ ineY
emehdI &;EeYr t;r isik &;g\ enE. k;r, itin Ar a;eg\
Ak;i/kb;r ibm;en ce‹ezn.
b;Eerr met; ibm;n bNderr e&tr idk$;\ ebx
pir¦;r pirCzµ. s;bR=ink td;rik. ibm;n bNderr e&ter
y;]Iedr a;n;eg;n;. ek¤ ek¤ bes als smY k;$;eCzn. duAkjn
a;m;r met; Aidk\idk kI eyn ed%ezn. isik¤iri$à srk;ir
ebsrk;ir ibm;n kmRktR;à ibm;nb;l;edr a;s;y;\Y;à p[eY;jen
ik'b; p[eY;jnhIn e`;r;efr; clez. pirCzµkmRIr; s;bR=i,k
Z;‹;em;z;r k;j ker y;eCz.
`i‹et t%n m;] s;e‹ c;r$;. aenk$;E a;eg cel Aesiz a;mr;.
abx* a;eg a;s;r epzen a;m;r ¤_s;hE ebix k;j kerez. kI a;r
kr;. aNtt a;er; Ak `N$; bes bes als smY k;$;et heb. i$ike$
eb;i@R' p;esr kq; p;-c$; ciöx el%; q;kel\ a;mr; s;e‹
c;r$;YE t; ker efll;m. Arpr f;-k; ecY;r ede% dujn duise$
igeY bsl;m. emehdI &;E e&ter e&ter a;m;r \pr
ereg a;ezn ikn; j;inn;à teb p[t*= t;r ek;en; esrkm ai&b*;i¼²
ed%; egl n;. itin \Y;kemen g;n ºnezn. a;im a;egr met;E duec;%
ebx b*St r;%et secê. suNdrI ibm;nb;l;edr ¤piShit ec;e%
p‹;r met;. ebsrk;ir AY;rl;Ens‡el; esb; ekmn ideCz ik'b;
ek kt$; y;]I $;net p;rez j;inn; teb b;l;r; ey k;er; dOiê
k;‹et s=m A kq; iniXct ker bl; y;Y. A y;];Y ebsrk;ir
AY;rl;Ens Ar esb;r nmun; ed%; sÅb heb n;à teb a;erk$u perE
EiçY;n AY;rl;Ens Ar esb;r /rn ed%et p;eb;.
y;eh;kà g;n ºnet ºnet emehdI &;E a;m;ek
blelnà ENsuerNs krebn n;ik ?
ekn?
ENsuerNs ker m;r; egel ibx l;% •ip p;ebn.
t;E n;ik?
\E ed%un ENsuerNs kr;r Ak mihl; bes a;ezn. t;_=i,k&;eb
l;Ef ENsuerNs kr;r iseí$m reYez A%;en. emehdI
&;Er kq; met; mihl;r idek t;k;etE edi% ENsuerNs Ar
inYmk;nunsh Ak$; s;Eneb;@R Zulez k;¤N$;err s;men. y; ede%
a;m;r men hel; sit*E et; yid ibm;n du`R$n;Y m;r; y;E. a;m;r
pirb;r hYt a;m;ek a;r p;eb n;à ikN¼ ikzu $;k; et; p;eb. y;
ideY a;m;r a&;b pUr, n; hel\ $;k;r a&;b hYt ikzu$;
pUr, heb.
/Ier /Ier ENsuerNs Ar k;¤N$;err idek AigeY
egl;m. m;Z bYsI Ak b;°;il mihl; bes a;ezn. ¤in j;n;eln dx
$;k;Y Akl;% ibx ibx $;k;Y duE l;%.à A&;eb ibx l;% pyRNt
p;\Y; y;ebà yid A y;];Y ibm;n du`R$n;Y m;r; y;E.
af;r$; Aekb;er mNd nY. mOtu* bel keY a;es n;.
ey ek;en; smY ey ek;en; piriShitet m;r; eyet p;ir. t;E ibx
l;% $;k;r n; krel\ duEúitn l;% $;k;r et; kr; y;Y. edir n;
ker mihl;r h;et ibx $;k; tuel idl;m. Aet a;m;r nimin duE l;%
$;k; p;eb.
mOtu*r perr duE l;% l;% $;k; p[;iPtr inXcYt; ineY a;egr
j;Yg;Y bsl;m. `i‹et t%n s;e‹ p;-c$;. k%n e&ter @;k
p‹eb A &;bn;Y s;bR=i,k @ueb a;iz. ArE me/* isik¤iri$
Aes j;n;l EiçY;n AY;rl;Ens Ar y;]Ir; e7ter a;sun. e&ter
y;\Y;r ¤eâex t;‹;t;i‹ igeY l;Een d;-‹;l;m. a;m;edr
p[;qimk ecka;p exW ker e&ter p;#;l. isi‹ ideY ed;t;l;Y
¤e# f;En;l ecka;p. es%;en\ l;En. y;eb;k a;m;edr ecka;p pbR
exW hel; AksmY. a;mr; e&ter igeY bsl;m. `i‹et ec;%
ere% ed%l;m zY$; p-icx. Ab;r ibm;en \#;r p;l;. ibm;en ¤#;r
jn* mUl $;imRn;l &bn eqek ibm;enr eg$ abi/ s• $;enl
enem egez. AE $;enel e!;k;r muhUetR\ exW b;err met; isik¤iri$r
mue%;mui% het hel; skl y;]Iek. Arpr $;enelr e&tr ideY
h;-$et h;-$et y%n kmbeYsI suNdrI ibm;nb;l;edr kOi]m suerl;
‡@a;f$;rnun k;en epo-zl t%n buZet p;rl;m a;mr; ibm;en !uek
egiz.
ibm;en du`N$;.
jIben p[qm ibm;en c‹;r kq; AE em;b;El yueg
ink$ jnedr ek¤ j;neb n;à t; kI ker hY. t;E emehdI &;Er
k;z eqek em;b;El ineY ibm;enr e&tr eqekE edex b¤r k;ez
ef;n krl;m. b¤ %uix hel; be$à teb ai&+ muróIr met;
s;b/;n ker ideY bllà &Y ep\ n; eyn.
&Y p;eb; ekn? men men bll;mà kI ey belà
a;m;r e&tr et; a;neNdr fuöir e&es eb‹;eCz. aenek
hYt a;m;r kq;Y ikzu$; a;ide%ö; %u-ej p;ebn. p;kà t; ineY
a;m;r ek;en; m;q; b*q; enE. a;im a;m;r a;neNdr kq; et; bletE
p;ir. jIben p[qm a;nNd p[qm ep[em p‹;r met;. t; p[k;x n;
ker kI q;k; y;Y.
emehdI &;EeYr\ eb;/hY b¤eYr kq; men
pe‹ez. es a;m;r k;z eqek em;b;El ineY b¤ek ef;n idel;.
a;mr; aep=;Y a;izà a;m;edr ibm;n k%n a;k;ex ¤‹eb. z$; ciöex
z;‹;r kq; q;kel\ ibm;n z;‹l s;t$;r idek. a;r r;n\eY `uer
m;i$r SpxR t*;g kret kret p[;Y es;Y; s;t$; ebej egl.
a;egE beliz A$;E jIbenr p[qm a;k;ex ¤‹;. t;E a;m;edr
ibm;n ey muhUtR$; m;i$r SpxR t*;g ker a;k;exr idek mu% ker
¤‹;l idel;à es muhUetRr i&i@\ ic] abx* emehdI
&;E puer;$;E g[h, ker ere%ez t;r i@ij$;l k*;emr;Y. y;
EeCz krelE ed%; y;eb. ikN¼ a;m;r e&terr a;ebg;iYt ey ic]
g[hn keriz t; b;Steb p[k;x kr; %ubE ki#n. ibm;en \#;r prprE
p;k; wybenr ibm;nb;l;r; ibm;n ek;en; p[k;r du`R$n;Y pitt hel
kr,IY kIà es b*;p;er a^&^Ir m;/*em stkR ker ideln.
a;m;edr ibm;n tt=e, klk;t; xherr ¤pr h;\Y;Y &;sez.
sUeyRr d;p$ /Ier /Ier kem a;set º• kerez. teb inec klk;t;
xherr a;el;ksÕ;r d;p$ ebe‹ egez. k;r, ¤per sUeyRr erx
q;kel\ xher sN/*; enem egez. ¤pr eqek xherr b;it‡el; men
heCz ri°n a;el;r ful‡el; k%en; Ael;emel; k%en;
qerqer xhrmY s;j;en; iz$;en; reYez. mn c;Y a;el;r ful‡el;
kui‹eY h;et enE.
AksmY a;el;r ful‡el;\ duer ser eyet eyet dOiêr b;Eer cel
egl. k;r, a;m;edr ibm;n tt=e, klk;t; xhrek epzen efel a;er;
¤per a;er; s;men cel egez. r;etr aN/k;r\ ½mx &;ir heY
ibm;enr c;rp;x e`r;\ ker ineYez. teb s;d; em`r;j* inc eqek
a;dr ker a;m;edr b;rb;r @;kizl. EeCz q;k; se¼Ã\ a;el;r ful
ku‹;en;r met; es a;b;hnek\ ¤ep=; kret heYez. eknn;
ibm;enr me/* a;mr; Akp[k;r biNd heY bes a;iz. yid\ m;eZ m;eZ
men heYez ibm;enr j;n;l; e&e° em`r;ej* enem pi‹. ikzu=,
h;$;h;i$ kir. p[kOitr ap–p e%Y;l a;r suNderr s;eq imt;lI
ker ikzu$; smY k;i$eY a;is. a;im\ et; p[kOitrE sNt;nà a;m;r
s;eq shejE imt;lI ge‹ ¤#eb.
t; y%n sÅb hel;E n;à A%n ibm;enr e&ter
bes º/u a;k;exr t;r; ‡n;r p;l;. t;r;‡el; /Ier /Ier a;er;
ebix ¤ÕÃl heY ec;e%r s;men &;set l;gl. kI t;Õb b*;p;r
a;el;r ful a;r em`r;ej*r met; t;r;‡el;\ a;m;ek h;tz;in
ideY @;kez. blez AE m;nuW a;Yn; a;m;r k;ez. dUr eqek ede% kI
a;r et;r p[;, &reb. k;ez Aes a;m;ek &;el; ker ed%.
et;edr eysb ib+;nI a;ez t;r; kI j;en a;m;r sMpekR. ikzE j;en
n;. kt rhs* a;m;r a&*Nter jm; a;ez tuE k;ez Aes a;m;ek
n; ed%el ikzuE buZet p;rib n;.
Es t;r;r a;hb;n ik ims kr; i#k heb? y;eb; n;ik
t;r;r r;ej*? \edr rhs* Ak$u ede% a;is? t%n a;im heb; sbec
b‹ ib+;nI. a;imE heb; esr; dxRn/;rI. b*;p;r$; mNd heb n;.
p;El$ek ik bleb; ibm;n$; Ak$u q;m;et? n;ik j;n;l;r k;c
e&e° enem p‹b em`r;ej*. Arpr cel y;eb; t;r;edr k;ez.
n;ik p;El$ek pi$eYp;i$eY ¤per t;r;r edex ineY y;eb;? t;r;r
edx$; ikzu$; smY `uer ifer a;seb;. ik'b; p;El$ek ibd;Y ker
a;im n;hY eqekE egl;m es%;en?
Ak; Ak; ik es%;en q;k; y;eb? Ak$; k;j krel ekmn
hYà suNdrI ibm;nb;l;edr Akjnek a;m;r s;eq ere% idl;m. Ak$;
er;m;iN$k a;bh ibr;j kreb. A@e&÷;r a;r er;m;iN$kt;r
imexel Ak$; cm_k;r smY k;$eb a;m;edr. ikN¼ a;m;r cm_k;r
&;bn;ek m;i$ ker idl ibm;nb;l;. ey ikn; wybenr exW
sIm;n;Y Aes d;-i‹eYez. es emeYi$ e$[ ker r;etr i@n;r ineY
Aesez. if[. h;t b;i‹eY ibm;nb;l;r k;z eqek e$[ ineY s;men
r;%l;m. esEs;eq A y;];Y t;r;r edex ˜menr &;bI pirkLpn;\
e&eSt egl. =u/; n;emr t;‹n;i$ ne‹ce‹ ¤#l. emehdI
&;E aleri@ %;b;r º• ker ideYez. a;im\ º• ker edE.
icekn ibr;nIà per;$; sbij a;r c; ik'b; kif heCz i@n;err
emnu. du`N$;r y;];r jn* yeqë. %;\Y; exW ker j;n;l; ideY ¤-ik
ideY edi% inecE a;rb s;gr epzen efel ecµ;E !uek egez. m;Eek
e`;Wn; heCz is$ebL$ eb-e/ enY;r jn*. ibm;en \#;r smY eymn
is$ebL$ b;/*t;mUlkà n;m;r smY\ etmin. is$ebL$ eb-e/ inl;m.
inec a;el; Zlmel xhr. kI men;rm. kI men;el;&;. s;menE ecµ;E
a;NtjR;itk ibm;nbNdr ed%; y;eCz. `er;Y; Ab' a;NtjR;itk
¤&Y /renr a;k;x˜menr jn* AE ibm;nbNdri$ b*bhÌt hY.
Ai$ di=n AixY; di=n pUbR AixY;à m/*p[;c*à E¤er;p Ab' ¤¼r
a;emirk;r p[/;n ekNd[‡ilr s;eq p[;Y i]xi$ j;tIY Ab'
a;nTj;Ritk ibm;n s'Sh;r f®;Ee$r m;/*em sr;sir s'yu¼³. AE
ibm;nbNdri$ &;retr iátIY b*Sttm m;lb;hI $;imRn;l.
y;eh;k inecr idek ec;% r;%etE ed%et epl;m r;n\eYr
s;i‹bÊ a;el;ksÕ;. a;m;edr ibm;n d[²t inec n;mez. n;mez
m;en enemE egl r;n\eYet. Arpr ikzu=, s;menr idek igeY eqem
egl ibm;n. p[qm ibm;n ˜mn exeW inec enem Al;m.
t;iml n;‹ur r;j/;nI ecµ;E \ emirn;
bIc.
ibm;nbNdr eqek ebireY ecµ;E xherr mu¼² a;el;ka;/;ir
pirebex b;Yu g[h, kret kret ¦u$;r drd;m krizl;m. ibm;nbNdr
eqek xher eyet Akx ibx –ip ideY ¦u$;r &;‹; krl;m.
ibm;nbNdr eqek xher eyet p[xSt r;St;r dup;ex qer qer s;j;en;
reYez ibi&µ ek;Mp;nI b; p,* s;mig[r ibleb;@R. ai/k;'xE
sf$\Y*;r ek;Mp;nIr. ecµ;E ey sf$\Y*;er aenk$;E ag[srm;n t;r
ikzu$; hel\ a;-c kr; egl ibleb;@R ede%.
ecµ;E sMpekR a;m;r br;brE Ak$; a;g[h izl. %ubE
suNdr pirp;i$ a;r pirCzµ xhr. ¦u$;r p[;Ee&$ k;r em;$r
s;Eekelr d;pe$ t$Sh xhr. ntun ntun su¤Cc $;\Y;r‡el;\ ec;e%
p‹;r met;. ¤eö%* ey btRm;n n;m ecµ;E hel\ Ar pUbR n;m
izl m;d[;j. 1996 s;el m;d[;j n;m pirbtRn ker ecµ;E kr; hY.
1939 s;el ib[i$x Eí$ EiçY; ek;Mp;in Aki$
Sh;YI ¤pinebx Sh;penr jn* m;d[;jp¼mek inbR;cn ker. ecµ;p¼nm
n;em Aki$ g[;m Ar di=e, abiSht izl. prbtRIk;el AE duE xhr
Aki]t ker Ar n;m edY m;d[;j. teb Sh;nIY el;kjn xhri$ek ecµ;p¼nm
b; ecµ;puir iheseb ¤eö% kretn.
ecµ;E &;retr t;iml n;@u r;ej*r r;j/;nI xhr
Ab' edxi$r ctuqR eme$[;pil$n xhr. be^;ps;gerr krmçl ¤pkUel
abiSht. itnx bzerr AE puren; xherr el;ks'%*; p[;Y 6ú91
imilYn. jns'%*;r idk eqek Ai$ pOiqbIr 36 tm bOh¼m
eme$[;pil$n xhr. ecµ;E Aki$ ixLp \ b;i,ej*r b‹ ekNd[ Ab'
s;'¦Oitk ±ith* \ miNdr Sh;pet*r jun* ib%*;t. &;retr
em;$rg;i‹ ixeLpr r;j/;nI\ AE ecµ;E. A%;en &;retr
em;$rg;i‹ ixeLpr p[;Y ciöx xt;'x ek;Mp;inr i&i¼
reYez. ecµ;Eek di=, AixY;r e@$[em$ iheseb\ ¤eö% kr; hY.
xhri$r pUbR ¤pkUel reYez emirn; wskt.
y;eh;k ¦u$;r eqek n;metE bOiêr s;eq s%*t; ker
Ak$; erí$uereN$ igeY ¤#l;m. r;t t%n dx$; ik s;e‹ dx$;.
ed;k;np;$ sb bN/ heY egez. ai/k;'xE t;iml &;W;Y el%;
ed;k;enr s;Eneb;@R pe‹ ¤p;Y enE a;mr; ek;q;Y Al;m. %u-ej
%-uej Ak$; a;b;ixk eh;e$l y;\ b; ebr krl;m es%;en is$ %;il
enE. a;r ek;q;Y is$ p;\Y; eyet p;er? Akjn &Üel;k bleln
e$na;pep$em;‹ egel aenk a;b;ixk eh;e$l p;\Y; y;eb. ikN¼
y;eb; kI &;eb? b;Eer et; bOiê. bOiê q;mel y;eb; A
&;bn; m;q;Y !ukel aecn; xher ibped p‹; z;‹; ek;en;
¤p;Y enE. t;E bOiêet i&ejE ebireY p‹l;m
e$na;pep$em;e‹r ¤eâex. ek;en; ¦u$;r enE. e&j; aN/k;r.
Ak$; due$; g;i‹à em;$rb;Ek a;m;edr p;x ideY s;E ker cel
y;eCz. Akjnek ije+s ker j;net p;rl;m A%;n eqek e$na;pep$em;‹
eyet b;s p;\Y; y;eb. &;el; kq;. k;ezE y;]Iz;¤in. p;-c
imine$r met; d;-‹;etE Ak$; b;s Aes q;mel;. eme$[;pil$n $*[Nsep;$R
kepR;erxenr b;s. ¤eö%* ey xherr 375 i$ •e$ 2773 b;s
reYez kepR;erxenr. p[itidn p[;Y ebY;iöx l= y;]I pirbhn ker
AE $*;Nsep;$R kepR;erxn. A z;‹;\ ecµ;E eme$[;pil$n Al;k;r
xhrtilet imin b;s s;i&Rs btRm;n. jnip[Y&;eb m*;i„
k*;b n;em pirict ez;$ b;s\ xherr aenk peq inYimt&;eb
cl;cl ker.
y;eh;k a;mr; kepR;erxenr b;es ti‹`i‹ ker ¤e#
p‹l;m. b;si$ a;m;edr dujnek c;r $;k;r ibinmeY e$na;pep$em;‹
epo-ez idel;. h*;- A%;en keYki$ a;b;isk eh;e$l reYez. ikN¼
is$ %;il enE. a;sel r;t Ag;er;$;Y Arkm b*St Ak$; xher is$
p;\Y;r kq;\ nY. tbu &;g* a;m;edr jn* ikzu$; hel\ p[sµ
reYez bel men hel;. i#k em;e‹E Ak$; puren; eh;e$l epeY
egl;m. ey%;en A%en; duE ebe@r Aki$ •m nn Ais %;il a;ez.
•m ede% a;m;r ik'b; emehdI &;E k;er;rE
pzNd hel; n;. tbu\ r;t$; et; k;$;et heb Ab' sk;el &;el;
ek;en; eh;e$l epel cel y;eb; e&eb •m$; ineY inl;m.
ecµ;E xher a;mr; itnidn q;kl;m. a;m;edr p[eY;jnIY k;j eser
s;r; xhr `url;m. cm_k;r xhr. xherr p[xSt r;St;`;$à $[;ifk
a;En k;nun Ab' inYmxO×l; sit* p[x'sIY. a;Eenr p[it x[Ê;xIl
A%;nk;r n;girkr;. $[;ifk isgn*;l ¤ep=; ker g;i‹ c;l;en;
p[b,t; enE. y; klk;t;Y\ edi%in. s'¦Oitr xhr iheseb AE xherr
sun;m reYez. cliCce]r e=e]\ ecµ;E muMb;EeYr perr Sh;ni$ d%l
ker a;ez. ecµ;Er cliCce] br;brE a;/uinkt;r z;p pirli=t. Az;‹;
ecµ;E &;retr b;i,ij*k Ab' b*bs; ekNd[ h\Y;Y A%;nk;r
ey;g;ey;g b*bSh; eymn ¤µt etmn reYez mjbut g,m;/*m pirk;#;em;.
reYez xher dui$ A Am Ab' c;ri$ b;i,ij*k Af Am eri@\ eí$xn
reYezà ey‡il al EiçY; eri@\ Ab' ebsrk;ir s'Sh; á;r;
pirc;ilt. A%;en zi$ ¤eö%ey;g* p[k;xn; eg;ëI reYezà y;r;
p[;Y a;$i$ p[/;n s'b;dp] Ab' s;miYk pi]k; p[k;x ker a;sez.
p[/;n wdink d* ihNdu à d* in¤ EiçY;n A„ep[sà d* e@k;n
½inkl \ Aki$ s;N/* wdink d* in¤j $ue@. p[/;n b*bs;iYk
wdink hl d* Eknimk $;Emsà ibjens l;Enà ibjens í$*;ç;@;sR
\ d* ifn;nisY;l A„ep[s. t;iml &;W;Y p[k;ixt p[/;n
p[/;n wdink‡el; heCz idntizà idnkrnà idnminà idnm;l;Yà
t;iml mur;suà a;i@*Y;r $;Ems \ m;l;Em;l;r. s;miYk pi]k;r
me/* reYez a;nNd ibektnà kumudmà kiLkà kusumnà f[N$l;En
Ab' eSp;$sí$;r.
xhri$ Aki$ b‹ api$k*;l f;Eb;r ekbl en$\Y;kR
ideY s'yu¼² q;k;Y &;rt Ab' di=,pUbR AxIY jlinmg«
api$k*;l f;Eb;r en$\Y;kR s'ey;egr Aki$ mu%* ibNdu h\Y;Y Ai$
edexr sebR;Cc EN$;ren$ b*;ç¤Eq pireWb; ¤pe&;g ker. ecµ;EeY
reYez as'%* sf$\Y;r ek;Mp;nI. y; &;retr a;r ek;q;\ ge‹
¤e#in. Â;Sh* esb; A%;nk;r an*tm wbixê. A%;en reYez Aep;el;
h;sp;t;l sh ¤eö%ey;g* Ak;i/k h;sp;t;l. A%;nk;r Â;Sh*esb;
epet b;'l;edx m;nueWr b*;pk a;g[ehr kq; a;mr; p[;Y skelE
j;in.
ecµ;EeY a;m;edr exW idenr isi@¤l emirn; bIc ed%;r. dupur
n;g;d tuilk;r s;eq iáp;i=k a;el;cn; exW ker ifer a;is
eh;e$el. Arpr l;÷ eser ikzu$;
smY ibx[;m edn emirn; bIecr ¤eâex r\n;. e$na;pep$em;‹
eqek ciöx $;k; ¦u$;r &;‹;. bIc l;eg;Y; g;N/I p;ekR
igeY ¦u$;r q;ml. p;ekR !uketE Ak;i/k p;qerr cm_k;r dOiênNdn
Sh;pt* ede% x[Ê;Y m;q; nt heY a;es. A%;en reYez mh;tÍ; g;N/Ià
it•&luberr met; &;rtIY Ab' Sh;nIY ik'bdNtIr Sh;pt*
b; muitR. t;iml n;‹ur p[;¼²n mu%*mN]I Am ij r;mcNd[n Ab'
a;µ;r SmOitich³ AE wsket btRm;n. emehdI &;Eek bll;mà
g;N/Ir p;dedex d;i‹eY keYk$; zib tulb. emehdI &;E
bleln \ek tulun.
dujenE a;l;d; a;l;d; ker Ak;i/k zib tull;m. p;kR eqek inec
es;n;lI b;lumY bIc. emirn; bIc. bIci$r wd`R 13 ikel;im$;r.
ibexÃr iátIY dI`R wskt iheseb A$;ek d;ib kr; hY. ¤eö%*
eyà ibexÃr sbec dI`R wskt k„b;j;err wd`R 120 ikel;im$;r.
Ai$ ecµ;EeYr t$er%; s'gi#t ker Ab' &;retr piXcm ¤pkUel
abiSht.
gremr smY belE eb;/hY bIec pyR$kedr ¤piShit
izl %ubE km. Sh;nIY el;kjnedr s'%*;\ h;et eg;n;r met;. ikzu
hk;r &u|;à c$pi$à fuck;à eblunà x;mku iZnuk ineY
besez. ¤eö% kr;r met; ek;en; ed;k;np;$ ec;e% pe‹in. y;
k„b;j;r wsket ed%; y;Y.
a;mr; p[;Y du`N$;r met; bIec abSh;n krl;m. srb inr;p¼; b*bSh;
l=* kr;r met;. Ak;i/k e`;‹;Y bes $hl idiCzeln keYkjn inr;p¼;kmRI.
due$; ehilkP$;r smueÜr jlsIm;r ikzu ¤pr ideY Ak;i/kb;r `uret
ed%l;m. ehilkP$;r eqek\ inr;p¼;r=Ir; b;En;kul;r ideY s;bR=i,k
sj;g dOiê r;%ez bIec a;gtedr idek. eg;selr jn* a;l;d;
ep;W;k n; enY;Y eg;selr &;bn; b;d idet hel;. teb emehdI
&;Eek e#ikeY r;%; y;Yin. itin p[qem h;$u p;in pyRNt enem
¤ö;s krel\ per x;$R %uel enem p‹eln eg;selr jn*. a;sel
Arkm j;Yg;Y Ael inejr bYsek /er r;%; y;Y n;. t;r p[m;, epl;m
emehdI &;Eek ede%. b;rb;r b;r, kr;r per\ itin smueÜr
g&Ierr idek cel y;iCzeln. bl; y;Y itin yt=, p;inet eg;sl
krizeln a;im a;xé;Y izl;m. a;xé;Y q;k;r a;erk$; k;r, emirn;
bIci$ a;m;edr k„b;j;err met; smtl&;eb inec enem y;Yin.
k„b;j;r wsket p;inet eymn ehe$ ehe$ smueÜr aenk$; dur
pyRNt y;\Y; y;Yà A%;en t; nY. A%;en penr ibx h;t egelE smueÜr
tl n;g;l p;\Y; y;Y n;. t;E a;im s;bR=i,k dOiê r;%izl;m eyn
emehdI &;E ¤ö;es inidRê sIm; eze‹ n; y;Y.
AksmY emirn; bIc b; smuÜ wsketr akOi]m esoNdyR
p[fuö pirCzµ pirebx Ab' smOÊ Eek;isí$emr jn* ib%*;t izl.
ikN¼ ib'x xt;ÝIr m;Z;m;iZ eqek AE smuÜ wsketr p;in duiWt
het º• ker. p®;ií$ekr qilà m;nb bjR*sh n;n; dUWk pd;qR
Ael;emel; &;eb z‹;en; iz$;en; q;k;Y smuÜ wsketr aenk$;
a'xE k;yRt ab*bh;rey;g* heY pe‹ez. fel pyR$kedr ¤piShit\
kem egez aenk;'ex.
yid\ s;Mp[itkk;el keYki$ eÂCz;esib s'Sh; wskt pir¦;r Ab'
Eek;iseí$m s'r=e,r ecê; c;l;eCz. ibexW ker wsketr nIr;^;@;E
ib&;eg ey%;en \il& ir@il kCzp b;s; wtir ker. Asb
pirCzµ ai&y;n ab*;ht q;kel AE wskt a;egr sun;m ifireY
a;net s=m heb. A n; hel\ emirn; bIc pyR$kedr jn* cm_k;r \
a;kWR,IY j;Yg; Akq; in"seNdeh bl; y;Y. ecµ;E Aes emirn;
bIec y;\Y; hYinà A$; du&R;g* z;‹; an*ikzu nY.
sb imileY ecµ;E ˜mn a;m;r k;ez &;el;
l;g;r cm_k;r Ak anu&uit j;igeY tuelizl.
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