Viswayan : Akashdeep : Subrata Sarkar

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sukue%l; 3
icrY cbtRI

   AE e%l;$; sucirt; a;r ku,;l wtir kerez. a;ib;r bl; y;Y n; AE k;re, ey e%l;$; Amn nY ey a;eg izl n;. izl an* a;i^ek. sucirt; a;r ku,;l p[qm e%l; t;edr se^ e%elizl y;r; sucirt;ek ibeY kret eceY ed%et Aesizl ikNtu ibeY kerin. apzNd ker cel egezn. ekn apzNd ik rkm ibeY kerezn AE ineY a;el;cn; heYez. itIY e%l;Y \r; hird;s is;Ntb;gIx XbrcNd[ ibd*;s;gr a;r rbINd[n;qek a;mN], j;ineYizl s'Oit ineY ikzu bl;r jn*. sb;E p[qm e%l; due$; p[x's; kerez. Ab;r tOtIY e%l; A$;\ ai&nb abx*E \edr kq;Y. ey sb a;tIY Ab' bN/u ek;n smY %;r;p b*bh;r ker a;r sMpkR r;e% in b; bl; cel \edr %;r;p b*bh;er ait heY sMpkR r;e% in t;edr ineY e%l;.

   p[qem ku,;elr Ak$u a;pi izl. y;edr se^ sMpkR enE b; y;r; sMpkR r;%et c;Y n; t;edr @;ket egel ihet ibprIt het p;er a;seb et; n; t;r \pr an*rkm ax;iNt heb. t;r eqek an* e%l; eh;k. ez;$edr ineY ikzu eh;k.

   sucirt; r;ij nY. \edrE @;kb. y; hY heb. AksmeY et; sMpkR izl. a;j enE. a;b;r het\ p;er. t;E @;kb.

   a;j esE e%l;.

   e%l;r inYm %ub shj. sucirt; Ak$; l;l a;sen bseb. \r i#k ipzenr a;sn$; ku,;elr jn*. sucirt;r s;men Ak$; k;ec !;k; b;itd;en em;mb;it jleb eymn x;eYrI bl;r smeY r;%; hY a;r ik. p[et*ekE kq; bl;r smeY \$; zu-eY q;keb ku,;elr kq;Y aiGns;=I ker kq; bl; a;r ik. sucirt;r le$; idek p;-cjn p;-c$; a;sen bseb. AE zYjn imelE e%leb. ku,;l AE e%l;r pirc;lk. e%l; xurur se^ se^ `err a;el; ini&eY ed\Y; heb. xu/u b;itd;enr em;mb;it$; jleb. esE em;mb;itr m;Y;bI a;el;Y sb;E kq; bleb. dxRk b; ex[;t;edr jn* Ak$;E xtR ek;n kq; bl; y;eb n; b; Ei^t kr; y;eb n;.

   sb;E Aes egez.

   sb;E blet EiinY;r shedb d bk;k; pIt;Mbr cbtRI ez;id nIilm; p[itebxI ey;egn kuu a;r bN/u xu& &|;c;yR. ku,;l sucirt;r ipzen es;j; heY d;-ieY h;t due$; buekr k;ez j ker bll nm;r AE xu&sN/*;Y a;pn;edr sb;Eek ;gt. AE e%l;r inYm a;pn;r; j;enn. sucirt; \r kq; heY egel AE b;itd;n pr pr a;pn;edr k;ez AigeY edeb. a;pn;r; a;pn;edr bb* r;%ebn. A e%l;Y h;rijt enE. xu/u a;el;cn; a;ez. a;pn;edr jn* xue&Cz; rEl. a;x; kir akp$ bb* r;%et ku;eb;/ krebn n;. sb;r k;ez anuer;/ inejr inejr pircY$; ideY xuru krebn. a;sun a;mr; xuru kir.

   `r aN/k;r heY egl.

   sucirt; b;itd;n$; inejr k;ez ineY Al. rum;l ideY n;ekr nIecr `;m muez es;j; heY bsl nm;r a;jekr idn$; %ub a;neNdr. a;pn;r; sb;E inXcY buZet p;rezn ekn a;neNdr b; ikesr a;nNd. a;sel dI`Ridn b;ed a;pn;edr aqR;_ a;tIY \ bN/uedr ineY besiz kq; bliz. aenkidn a;pn;edr se^ ey;g;ey;g izl n;. a;j ey;g;ey;g heYez a;m;edr prSperr m;nai&m;n y; a;ez a;mr; blb. t;rpr e%l;$; exW heY egel a;m;edr a;tIYt; Ab' bN/ut ntun jIbn p;eb. a;pn;r; p[et*ekE a;m;r ip[Y. ey ek;n k;re,E eh;k a;m;r b; a;pn;r b;k*b;, b; b*bh;rb;, a;m;edr a;ht kerez. a;mr; prSpr duer ser egiz. duer y;\Y; m;en AE nY ey ek k;er; e%;-j inEin. yid t;E ht t;hel ik a;pin s;; idetn? n; a;setn ? a;sel a;mr; Aek aperr jn* sMpkR iner;/k ed\Y;l tuel ideYizl;m. esE ed\Y;l$; e&e idet c;E. h;\Y; x &;el;b;s; x[; b; a;ixs eyn ifer n; y;Y. a;x; kir a;pn;r; buZet p;rezn a;im ik blet c;Eiz. a;im b;itd;n AigeY idiCz EiinY;r x[I shedb dr s;men. nm;r.

   a;im x[I shedb d epx;Y EiinY;r b;i`r b;n;E. a;pn;edr A p;;Y Ab' a;pn;edr aenk a;tIeYr b;i a;im b;ineYiz. aenekr se^ a;m;r sd&;b a;ez. xu/u a;pn;edr se^ enE. a;im j;inn; ekn enE. k;r, a;pn;r; a;m;r p[;p* $;k; buiZeY ideYezn. a;im\ a;m;r k;j buiZeY ideYiz belE men kir. Ak$; kq; blet p;ern ig[elr ihesb$; ineY a;pn;r; asNtu heYizeln b; bl; &;el; a;m;r adurdixRt; inejr \pr aitir a;tibXb;s Ab' a;pn;edr de^ sMpekRr ej;r q;k;Y ig[l ek;Mp;nIr kq;E bel ideYizl;m. \r; ey &ul belezA$; a;im eb;Z;et p;irin. a;sel \edr k;j keriz dI`Ridn Ak$; ibXb;sey;g*t;\ wtir heYizl. t;E \edr bl; kq; blet i/; kirin. per \jn kr;r pr a;m;r kq; imq*; p[m;i,t hY. a;im =m; c;\Y; se\ a;pn;r; &ul bueZizeln. t;E imxetn n;. a;j e@ekezn. Aesiz. a;m;r menr kq; bll;m. Atidn b;ed hel\ a;x; kir &ul &;;et eperiz. nm;r.

b;itd;n$; sucirt; inejr idek e$en enY. e%l;r inYm anuy;YI sucirt; Ar ek;n r edeb n;. k;r, m;nisk &;eb iyin cel egezn t;ek k;ez a;n;E et; AE e%l;r ex*. sucirt; r idel itin\ Ak$; r idet c;Eebn. Aet a;r y;E eh;k ex* s;/n heb n;. t;E sucirt; b;itd;n$; bk;k;r idek AigeY idl. t;rpr dujen h;t ej; ker bll k;k; a;m;edr p[,;m g[h, krun. a;pin a;m;edr b;iet Aesezn A$; a;m;edr prm eso&;g* eso&;eg*r itIY k;r, a;pin e%l;Y a'x inet eceYezn Ab' k;ikm; sh sb;Eek ineY Aesezn. a;pn;edr sb;Eek nm;r.

pIt;Mbr cbtRI b;itd;n$; k;ez e$en ineln e%l;Y a'xg[h, kret p;riz A$; et; a;m;r\ eso&;g*. a;egr e%l;guel;r kq; xueniz a;fex;x heYez yid ey;g;ey;g q;kt t;hel aNtt dxRk b; ex[;t; iheseb\ piSht q;ket p;rt;m. aqc a;m;r es eso&;g* hY in. a;j et;mr; a;m;ek a;set belz Akb;r nY b;rb;r belz t;E Aesiz. a;m;r Ak$; &ul heY egez a;x; kir piSht sb;E injgue, =m; ker edebn. a;im inejr pircY idEin. aqc A$;E izl AE e%l;r p[;qimk xtR. a;im ku,;elr k;k;. epx;Y absrp[;Pt ix=k. 2002 s;el a;im absr ineYiz. a;m;r se^ et;m;edr sMpkR enE. k;r, et;m;edr ibb;h et;mr; sb;E ekmn pOiqbIr sb el;k j;en. et;m;edr ibeYet a;im sMpkR kirin. aenek &;bet p;er ey;g;ey;g kr;r jn* sMpkR n heYez. a;sel t; nY. ibeYr a;egE y%n et;mr; is;Nt ineYz Aek aprek ibb;h kreb t%n Akidn et;m;edr ibb;h a;el;cn;Y a;im d;d;ek bil A$;\ et; sb,R ibb;h nY. Aet; asb,R ibb;h. /nI a;r in/Renr ibeY. tuim et; Aj;tIY ibeY smqRn kret n;. a;j Ak kq;Y r;ij heYz ik b*;p;r. d;d; p[qem ek;n r edn n;. aenk=, per beln t;E et; bl; b;hul* Arpr itin a;r ek;n kq;E a;m;ek beln in. xu/u gt i kerizeln pIt;Mbr et;m;r k;ez\ ix%et heb k;ek bel sb,R a;r k;ek bel asb,R ? a;m;r mOtu* hY n; ekn.

t;-r AE kq;Y a;im Ak$u cmek igeYizl;m mOtu*r kq; a;sez ek;q; eqek? itin\ Ar b*;%*; edn n; e# cel y;n. eboid a;m;r mue%r idek f*;l f*;l ker t;ikeY q;ekn. in e@ekizeln et;m;edr ibb;h ibWeY n;n;ib/ a;el;cn; kret. hl le$; a;el;cn; et; hlE n;. sb p heY egl. \E idn a;r y;r; y;r; izl aqR;_ emeYr; j;m;Er; sb;E sb ikzu xuenizl. t; se\ sb;E j;nl a;im et;m;edr ibb;ehr ibrue. ik aut. a;im et; ibb;ehr iber;i/t; kirin. xu/u j;net eceYiz ibeY$; emen en\Y;r yui ik. eyehtu A /re,r ibb;h itin pzNd kern n; t;E. /Ier /Ier a;im a;l;d; heY egl;m. a;m;r pirb;r pirjn et;m;edr eqek a;l;d; heY egl. et;mr; sb;E j;nel pOiqbIr AE Ak$; m;] pirb;r et;m;edr ibb;h smqRn kerin. &;bel h;is p;Y smqRn kr; n; kr;Y ik Aes y;Y. et;mr; ibb;h kreb iShr kerz kreb. a;im ek? a;im et; i& b;;b;r el;k. aqc Ak$; b;k* eqek &ul bueZy;E eh;k t%n et;m;edr jn* p[;qRn; kret p;irin. A%n kriz &;el; eqek; sue% eqek;.

bk;k;r kq; exW hetE ez;id nIilm; b;itd;n$; $;net ec; kerizl. sucirt; b;/; idl. a;eg nY. et;m;r suey;g Ar prE. tbu aep=; kret heb. b;itd;n inejr s;men Aen sucirt; bll bk;k; %ub suNdr Ak$; gLp belezn. ey gLp eqek a;mr; ix=; inet p;ir. &ul eb;Z;buiZr abs;n het p;er. bk;k;r k;ez Ak$; ibnIt p[Xn izla;pn;r mt pirxIilt el;k inejek sireY inl ekn? ekn AigeY Aes pir;r ker ineln n; ?

pIt;Mbr cbtRIr idek b;it$; AigeY idl sucirt;. itin gl;$; ekex ineY bleln a;im eceYizl;m ey kurue=e] d;-ieY a;iz es%;en yu$; x;S]sMmt eh;k. a;im yu kret p;irin. eher egiz. eher y;\Y;r b k;r, a;m;r pirjnr; c;Yin a;im A ibWeY a;r kq; bil. aqc esE smeY a;m;r kq; bl; ict izl. p;irin. t;E eher egiz. Atidn durt bj;Y ere%iz. et;mr; e@ekz t;E Aesiz. a;im et;m;edr @;k;r s;hs p;Ein. Ak$u eqem bleln et;m;edr k;ez anuer;/ Ar eqek ibSt;irt ikzu j;net eceY a;m;Y ibb[t ker; n;.

sucirt; a;r ku,;l h;tej; ker nm;r j;n;l. Ab;r e%lebn ez;id nIilm;. itin\ p[Em;ir uelr ixi=k; izeln puer;en; b;'l; imi@Y;m p[;Ee&$ ul z;] n; q;k;Y e# egl. srk;r eqek belizl Aedr c;kir ed\Y; heb dI`Ridn AkE kq; ex;n;r pr\ c;kir hYin. ez;idr br ehmNtb;bu dI`Ridn ebk;r. itin erim'$n bN/ h\Y;r pr a;r ikzu ker #et p;ern in. p[qmt xrIr itIYt erim'$enr el;ekr; ik ey ek;n j;Yg;Y k;j kret p;er? sb;r se^ imxet p;er? t;E ebk;r. %ub keE \edr cel nIilm;ek ed%elE es$; eb;Z; y;Y.

b;itd;n$; /erE ez;id bll a;j a;m;r b a;neNdr ku,;l AE b;i$; b;ineYez. xu/u b;n;Yin bek ph;r ideYez. n;m ere%ez sucirt;. a;im t;jmhl edi%in a;j ed%l;m. el;ek pU,RceNd[ t;jmhl ede% a;im\ a;j t;E ed%l;m. et;r; &;el; q;k et;edr &;lb;s; a=Y eh;k.

nIilm; Ak$u Eem;xn;l heY peizeln inejek s;mel ineY bleln a;mr; et;m;edr t*;g keriz A$; sit*. pOiqbIet due$;E ex[,I e%et p;\Y; a;r e%et n; p;\Y;. fel ey y;r ex[,Iet q;k;$;E suSh \ ;&;ibk menr pircY nY ik ? bk;k; blizl et;m;edr ibeY$; asb,R. a;r a;im bes bes &;bizl;m A%;en a;imE et; asb,R. AE ey a;im nIilm; bes a;iz p;jRnhIn; kpdRkhIn; aqRicNt; z;; a;r an* ek;n icNt; enE itin\ AE e%l;Y ey;g ideYezn. hYet; piSht ekE j;enn n; a;im AE p[St;b p;\Y;r pr p[qm bil Aet a;m;r ik l;& ? aenk a;tIY Ar s;men h;t p;t;r suey;g? b; aenekr s;men a;m;r a&;b ineY inejek h;s*;Spd ker et;l;? k;r, A j;tIY s&; b; imi$' aenk$;E bel;ekr e%Y;l. &ul hl imiR$' nY e%l;. e%l; et; t;r;E e%el y;edr r;; a/r nYn k;el;. a;im a;is n; a;set c;E n;. k;r, a;m;r p[eY;jn. a;m;r ibx;l p[eY;jn sb;Eek j;n;et c;E n;. pOiqbIet g;z Akk b;-ec Ak$; eg;ru smSt b;/; hi$eY Akk b;-ec a;im p;rb n;? AE pOiqbIet sUeyRr pyR;Pt a;el; a;ez pbnedebr h;\Y; a;ez bru,edebr jl. `;s a;ez a;k;x a;ez bOi a;ez. a;m;r ik enE et;r; bl? a;im a;m;r mt b;-cet c;E &;E. a;m;ek e@ek Asb e%l; e%ils n;.

nIilm; a;r kq; blet p;ern n;. k;;Y e&e pen. `err h;\Y; ekmn eyn pIt;& heY y;Y. ku,;l AigeY Aes ez;idek jieY /er. ez;id k;-det k;-det beln m;f ker ids &;E Ak$u Eem;xn;l heY peizl;m.

sucirt; b;itd;n$; inejr idek e$en enY. ez;idr perE p[itebxI ey;egn kuu. Aminet sbsmeY lui^ a;r egi per q;ekn a;j Aesezn /uit p;;ib per. eyn bry;]I y;ebn. g; eqek gN/\ ebrueCz. eb;/hY a;tr eme%ezn. sucirt; b;itd;n$; ey;egnb;bur idek AigeY idl.

ey;egnb;bu b;itd;n$; s;men ineY p[qem ib ib ker gurup[,;m kreln. t;rpr bleln a;im aixi=t t;E aenekE a;m;r se^ imxet c;Y n;. y;r ix=; enE t;r aenk ed;W. es &ul ker n; bueZ\ ker. bueZ ek &ul ker bel a;m;r men hY n;. k;r, pOiqbIet sb;E inejr p[x's; xunet c;Y. a;im aixi=t mu%R t;E bel At$; eb;k; nE ey a;m;r idek a;^ul tuel el;ek bleb el;k$; %;r;p. a;im b;;ir p;-icl ed\Y;r smY k;ek @;ikin. A$; &ul. b;i kr;r smeY iminisp*;ili$r p;n i#kmt buZet p;irin. A$; &ul et;m;edr a;r a;m;r b;ir me/* ey$uku f;-k q;k;r kq; es$; enE. et;m;edr aenk g;ezr @;l a;im anumit n; ineYE eke$iz aenk smeY ait heYE eke$iz ikNtu et;m;edr j;n;Ein. ict izl et;m;edr se^ kq; bl;. blet p;irin b; bl; hYin. Aguel; ek;n$;E ECz;kOt nY ibXb;s kr AE &ulguel; a;m;r hY. &ul buZet p;ir k;j$; h\Y;r pr. inejek inej %ub bik. p[itb;rE is;Nt inE Arkm a;r krb n; bueZ sueZ krb. t; set\ &ul heY y;Y. et;mr; sb;E &ul eb;Z. a;m;r ezelr; a;m;r b sb;E &ul eb;eZ. et;mr; ibXb;s kr a;im ECz; ker kir n;. heY y;Y. et;mr; e@ekz et;m;edr met; ixi=t el;ekr; a;m;ek k;k; bel @;k a;im gbReb;/ kir. a;j et;m;edr k;ikm;ek bel Aesiz =m; c;\Y;r Ak$; suey;g =m; eceY a;sb. et;mr; a;m;Y m;f ker id\.

sucirt; b;itd;n$; inejr k;ez ineY enY. Ab;r pmjn xu& &|;c;yR. sucirt; e%Y;l ker itin a;sen enE. izeln ikNtu. k%n e# egezn ek buZet p;erin. aN/k;err me/*E ku,;l b;rkeYk ec-iceY ij+;s; krl xu& ek;q;\ a;izs? ek;n r a;es n;. sb;E Ak$u im[Ym;n hY e%l;$; exW hl n; aqc exW kret heCz. aN/k;err me/*E ht;x gl;Y ku,;l e`;W,; ker e%l; exW. a;el; jel \e#. sb;r ec;e% jl. sb;E ik k;-dizl. sb;E e# d;-;Y. h#;_ ak;l ek;l;kuil xuru heY y;Y. sb;E sb;r se^ ek;l;kuil kret q;ek. buek jieY ip# c;p;Y. ku,;l a;r sucirt; ibhl heY y;Y ek;n kq; blet p;er n;. b;itd;n$; h;et ineY ku,;l a;r sucirt; Akp;exr ed\Y;el ehl;n ideY d;-;Y a;r muG/ ibSmeY ed%et q;ek a;il^npbR.

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