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1984 s;l eqek º• heYezà a;m;r k;ez 1986à ebx ±ith;isk.
Eith;esr z;] hel\ a;im k%en; tq* s'gÓh kir n;à ek;en; k;el
s;l b; t;ir% ineY &;b;&;ib a;m;r Â&;eb enE. tbu
ajsÓ s;là t;ir% a;m;r m;q;r e&tr igjigj ker. AEsmY
eqek piXcmb^ tq; &;ret ibxO×l&;eb pirebx bdl;et
q;ek.
a;m;edr g-; %E ef;$;r met; bdl;et q;ek. pÓqm pÓqm
AE bdl$; &;el; l;gtà ebx e&ter e&ter a;nNd
ept;mà per ed%et ed%et k®;Nt eb;/ kret q;ik. aiSttB$; ibpµ
heY pe‹ buZet p;ir ikNtu ikzuE et; kr;r enE. edi% ey gÓ;m
a;mr inXb;s pÓXb;sek suSh r;%tà A%n a;r suSh r;e% n;à dm
a;$ek r;e%. Sb;spÓXb;s b; fusfuesr ek;en; er;g a;m;r A
pyRNt hYinà teb bŸjn A er;egr icik_s; kr;et b*St q;ek. Asb
kq; ºnel kê ept;m be$à teb etmn ker &;ibin. er;g ineY
e&eb a;imE b; kI krb.
ek;en; k;elE a;im ebix kq; blt;m n;. a;m;r Â&;b$;
jelr \pr brefr met;. gÓ;em duh;j;r el;kà a;im hYt a;$ nÛex;
el;ekr se^ kq; blizà b;ikedr se^ wxxeb eyoben ek;en; kq;E
bilin. teb a;m;edr g-; A pÓ;Nt eqek es pÓ;Nt sbE a;m;r
ec;e% q;kt. aenekr se^ a;m;r kq;b;tR; n; hel\ nIrb a;cre,r
e&tr ideY \edr skelr se^ kq;b;tR; anu&b krt;m. t;r;\
a;m;r pirict heY q;kt. bl; eyet p;erà A&;eb
idenr pr idn q;ket q;ket pircY g;Œ heY y;Y. ajsÓ anuWe^r
s;=I heY q;ik. \edr aenk ikzu menr e&tr eg-eq y;Y.
a;jk;l Asb el;ekr se^ kq; blel eb;Z; y;Yà AkErkm&;eb
\r;\ a;m;r h-;$;cl;à e%l;/uel;à kI&;eb a;im wxxb eqek
epÓoŒ heYiz aenk ikzu \edr\ j;n;. aqc ek¤ k;r\ se^
k%en; kq; bilin. e&ter e&ter a;im nIreb a;tÎIy eY
pe‹iz. \r;\ heY reYez. A%n Aedr se^ kq; belE a;m;edr pUbR
pircYek pU,R anuW^ ideY scl r;%er hY. Ar k;r, A%;en duex;
b;i‹ izlà A%n kui‹ h;j;r b;i‹ heyez. b;i‹ n; bel
A‡el;ek a;xÓYE bl; i#k heb. A%n apirict m;nuWedr s'%*;E
ebix. a;im A%n ajsÓ abYb edi% m;]à k%en; k%en; n;rI pu•W
yubk yubtI ezel emeY b;lk b;ilk; m;]. t;r; sclà kq; bel
ekbl. ikNtu \edr kq;b;tR; buiZ n;. br' bl; y;Yà \sb ex;n;
a;m;r pÓeY;jn\ hY n;. m;eZ m;eZ ArE e&tr eg;l;epr met;
aqb; s-;Zb;itr met; y; a;m;r wxxb d;•, l;gtà t;rE met; ¤ÕBl
heY ed%; edY. ec;e% ec;% p‹el; kq; bel efil ¤&eYEà
k%en; k%en; b; eqem y;E ¤&eYE keYk esek¹. eyn b; bilà
h-*; men a;ez , tuim et; amuk. A&;eb a;m;edr
cl;efr; a;r ºin mOt wxxebr h;Ÿt;x. k;µ;\.
Asb nIrb ifsf;s xÝ et; reYezà kê\ p;E ebx. m;eZ
m;eZ Akdm ey bil n; t;\ nY. m;eZ;eZ ek;en; shp;#I ji‹eY /er.
belà men;jú. essmY dujen cup ker q;ik. dudx esek¹. %uix\
eymn hEà eymn #;¹; k;µ;\ q;ek. &;ib Asb ik h;r;en;
smeYr jn* k;µ;. n; an* ikzur j*. sÅbt t;r\ q;ek. a;jk;l
ef;en bN/ub;N/b sb;E et; puer;en; idenr kq; bel. dujenE iShr
h\Y;r prà bilà ktidn prúúú aqb; m;e#r kq; g;ezr kq;
1ui‹r kq; ‡ilr kq; ipelr kq; g;Eb;zuerr kq;à ek¤ ek¤
blt g;Ep;rà @;'‡ilr kq; aqb; h;@u@u cu iktikt d-;i‹Y;
b-;/;r kq;à fu$bl i½ek$à n;rekelr b;ks; aqb; b-;exr ‡-i‹
ideY h ik ií$k b;ineY k;e#r bl ideY hik e%l;à aqb; enoek;
cuir ker enoeko c;l;en;à be‹; ndIet pe‹ igeY &eY
a;té kI ixrixr;inà t;rpr m;iZedr i%iSt %;\Y; b; ez;l;
m$r ºi$ cuir ker edo‹ edo‹à a;r be‹;E ØkulÙ p;r;.
Asb bdel y;\Y; et; Â;&;ibkà bYs b;‹;r se^ se^ kt ¤pe&;egr
kl;úk;imnIà a;r shb;esr a;nNd Øabx* Asb a;m;r enEÙ. t;r
i½Y; pÓi½Y;Y su% asu%. AE mOtu*gmen a;té et; clezà cleb.
a;im n; c;Eel\ a;m;r mOtu* heb. a;m;r m;r eyidn mOtu* hl
esidn a;im ¤pli™ kerizl;mà a;im\ et; mer y;b. mOtu* a;im
aenk ede%iz ikNtu k%en; &;ibin mer y;b sit*sit*. b;b;r
mOtu*r pr iniXct hE Arpr a;im. #;kurd; b;b;r ±ith* et;
a;m;ek bhn kret heb. a;im\ sit* sit* Akidnmer y;b. &;el;b;s;
n; &;el;b;s;r jg_ eqek. mOtu* ineY &;ib a;im. a;j
a;im ibXb;s kir a;im\ mer y;b. aqcà h-*; aqcúúú
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a;m;edr b;i‹$; ibi½ ker idet hl. b;b;r wtir
kr; b;i‹. b;b;r wtir b;i‹ be‹; esekelà a;/uink
su%suibe/ enE. tbu b;i‹$;r pÓit ekmn Ak$; mmt; wtir heY
igeYizl. Ar Ak$; k;r, \%;en aenk /renr fsl htà izl aenk /renr
g;zà izl z;Y. Ar Ak$; k;r, \%;en aenk /renr fsl htà izl
aenk /renr g;zà izl z;Y;. a;m ilcu j;m k-;#;l j;m•l ht.
n;rekl ht aenk. aenk ep-ep kl; epY;r; htà ikzu a;n;rs ht.
s;r; bzr ebx ikzu dulR& x;ksbij\ fl;t b;b;. eyehtu
&;Eeb;enedr me/* a;im be‹;à bYesr tf;_\ aenk. \Esb
pircyR;r &;r izl a;m;r \pr.
b;i‹$; ibi½ kret hYin a;iqRk k;re, b; &;Eeb;enedr
se^ men;m;ilen*. &;Eeb;nedr se^ a;m;r ek;enidn áNá
hYinà A%n\ hYin. b;i‹$; ibi½ kret hY ebx jelr der. Amn
Ak abSh; heYizlà t;‹;t;i‹ ibi½ ker a;m;edr \%;n eqek
cel a;s;$;E exÓY izl. a;r %eâr m;] Akjnà a;m;edr b;i‹r
r;St;$; ekoxel luË ker edY. a;r ey%;n ideY y;t;Y;t kir es$;
jimr m;ilkek n; j;ineY ibi½ ker edY jelr derà abx* t;
e`;iWt drà ex;n; y;Y b;ik Ak$; be‹; a'xà ae`;iWt $;k;
keYkjn &;g ker enY. eksi$ a;d;let y;Y. l‹;E$; asm hy.
AE suey;eg a;m;ek\ l*;ej eg;ber Aks; ker jim$; ibi½ kret
b;/* ker. \r; sb el%;p‹;Yà r;jnIitet t;elbrà r;jwnitk Ak$;
c;p\ wtir ker. essmY buZet p;ir Ar; m;kRsb;edr pÓc;rkà
b;Steb b; a;del Ak Akjn s;mNtb;edrE smqRk. essmY a;m;r &Uimk;
hY ai&mnu*r met;. AksmY men heYizl ikzu girb m;nuWedr
jim b;i‹ ibileY edb. idel a;m;r &;Eeb;n ikzuE blt n;.
Aet r;jwnitk&;eb ibpµ het p;rt;m. s;m;n* ikzu $;k; ek;úap;eri$&
b*;'ek izl t; ineY \r; a;m;ek k‹ek idt. a;m;dr hYet; Ak
k;pe‹ A%;n eze‹ cel eyet ht. aenk e&eb iceNt x;Nt
heY b;i‹$; ibi½ kir. At km $;k;Y jim ibi½ kret b;/* hE
ey es $;k;Y a;erk$; b;i‹ a;mr; iknet p;rb n;. sit* Ar;
girbedr ¤pk;r kr;r s_ a;dexR enemez &;b; ebx ki#n. Ak
Ak ker b;i‹r sb g;zp;l; eke$ ibi½ ker b;i‹$; ibi½ kir.
g;z‡el; izl m¢urIet &r; ek;en; ek;en; g;ez Aesez fl.
ebx kê heYizl \edr. a;m;r\. eyn g;ezr Ak mOtu* imizl.
jim ibi½ ker ikzu d;m p;\Y; egel\ `err ek;en; d;m izl n; \edr
k;ez. `rt$; e&e° Akrkm ibileYE idet heyizl.
a;im A%n b;i‹ ker ideYiz &;Eeb;enedrà
a;egr tuln;Y aenk mjbut a;/uink \ suNdr. emeZet m;ebRr p;qrà
m;ebRl p;qr eke$ eke$ mu*rl. teb b;i‹$; a;egr met; be‹;
nY. ek;en; g;zp;l; enEà ek;en; sbij g;z enEà enE ek;en;
fuelr g;z. g;z enE b;g;n enE t;ek kI k%en; b;i‹ bl; y;Y?
srk;ir iheseb y; s'+; reYez t;et km ker s;t k;$; jimà t;et
sbij b;g;n felr b;g;nà ez;e$; ful b;g;nà Ak$; ez;| ln y;et
bes su% p;\Y; y;Y tebE et; b;i‹. t; &;el; kI mNd t;
&;b;r pÓeY;jn enEà xtR p;ln kret heb. a;m;edr g-;à
A%n Aek g;m bl; y;Y n;à ¤pxhr bl; y;Yà yid\ Ai$ p÷;eYetr
a/ien. Aek b;i‹`r iheseb $;¤n b; esim $;¤n bl; ¤ic_.
A%n keykjenr b;i‹ a;ez a;r b;ikedr ku#uir b; a;xÓY. h-*;
A%;en\ ebx f*;$ heYez. d;eNtr i@&;En kemi@et mOtedr
reYez ex@ b; z;¤in. d;eNt mOtedr jn* ex@ ideYeznà xÓÊ;
kerE. a;mr;\ et mOt m;nuW teb ek;en; smÎ;int nE. s'+;
iheseb a;mr; ey%;en q;ik t;ek b;i‹ bl; y;Y n;à ikNtu Aek
a;mr; b;i‹E bil.
a;im y%n A%;en b;i‹ ker a;isà pÓitebxI
m;ism; a;m;Y belà ede%; b;b;à b;i‹$; &;el;ebes A%;en
q;ek;à b;i‹$; s;j;\à ed%ebà &;el; l;gebà q;ket\
&;el; l;gebú
a;im j;in n; ¤in kI e&eb Akq; belezn.
a;m;r a;cre, b; kq;et et; k%en; ikzu fue$ \e#in. hYet; b;
puer;en; b;i‹r kq; e&eb belezn aqb; A$; Ak$; blb;r
rIit.
m;nuW et; merE y;ebà mer y;Y. a;m;r m; mer
egezà mer egez b;b;\à a;im\ et; mer y;b. a;r b;b;r b;i‹à
es\ et; mer y;ebà A a;r ntun kI. a;im k;mur Úd* imq ab
isisf;sÛ anub;d kret kret ktb;r mOtu*ek mn eqek sireY
ere%iz. mOtu*r dxRen b;i‹r kq; &ueliz. ebeke$r Ú–nijlÛ
dxRen ktb;r nIrb heY s;menr b;t;ib g;z$;r idek t;ikeY eqekiz.
pUbRbe^ b;rb;r ibr;$ be‹; b;t;ibr b;g;n lu# hYà b;b;r esE
‡mr;en; a;tRn;d n;ik ej*;i#m; &ulet p;erin. eji#m;
Ak;ix bzr eb-ecizelnà b;q•em eí$Ó;ek m;r; y;Y. ebx sbl
smqRE izeln. mOtu*r s;tidn a;eg\ belizeln ef;enà du"%
ek;er; n; b;à b;i‹$; &;el;b;es;à #;kurep;r k;µ;à
\E bY¦ m;nuW$; ‡mer ‡mer ek-edizl \E b;t;ib b;g;enr jn*.
a;im k%n\ k;¤ek bilinà A b;i‹$;r pÓit
a;m;r &;el;b;s; enE. a;im et; abuZ nE. jIben b;Stbt; \
&ibW*_eb;/ enE Akq; bil kI ker. b;i‹`r $;k; pYs; su%
asu% ek;en;i$E a;m;r h;et enE. t;r m;en a;im adOeê ibXb;s
kir t; nY. Akjn n;iStk ey&;eb b*;%*; ker a;im\ es&;eb
ibXb;s kir. a;im Eith;esr inYitet ibXb;s kir.
a;m;r b;b;r b;iïet ey&;eb sbuj ixLp a-;k; izlà
a;m;edr Ab;i‹et a;edo t; enE. `err r'à b;r;Nd;r r'à
b;Eerr edY;là j;n;l;r drj;r pdR; ebez e$ez ek;en;rkm AE Ak$;
sbuj sbuj &;b a;n; egez. a;m;edr imiS] \ r'eYr imiS]edr
eqek mn met; k;j p;\Y; ebx ki#n. Aek el%;p‹; j;en n;à
t; n; hY m;n; eglà ikNtu At ef;pr d;l;là Aedr ideY k;j
epet egel nrem grem r;eg w/eyR*à itn‡, $;k; %rc ker
ek;en;rkm Ak$; y; eceYez t;r ikzu$; a'x p;\Y; y;Y.
a;m;r b;b;r b;i‹$; izl b;'el; $;Eepr. r' be‹; suNdr
sbuej &r;. a;tÎIY pirjenr; blt b;°;ilr b;'el;. ek¤ ek¤
blt x;iNtr nI‹. r;St; ideY y;b;r smY muÔ ec;e% ede% eyt.
yid\ ebx ikzu$; ey;g ker ideYizl;m b;b;r mOtu*r pr. aqR;_ AE
esoNdeyR a;m;r ikzu$; h;t izl. ikNtu skelE blt a;m;r b;b;r
b;i‹. b;i‹r pubidek \ di=,idek mu*r;l A-ek ideYizeln •nud;.
ixLpI ri¢t d;x. a;r edY;l$; c;r /renr sbujà eyn sbuj Ee$r
Ael;emel; e%l;. men a;ez \E r' imiS]r n;m su/Ir. a;r incu
hey a;s; c;el $b eZ;l;en;à t;et m;inp*;N$. kI cl heYizl
m;inp*;eN$r. sb kI&;eb ¤eb y;Y. be‹; b;‹b;‹Nt
izl essmY. kI a;derr m;inp*;N$. aãut Ak m;Y;. b;i‹$;
ibi½ kr;r pr aenek a;m;Y ed;W ideYez. a;im a;r k%en; bilin.
A k;re, bilinà \r; a;h; ¤Ÿ krtà aqb; \r; et; \edrE smqRk.
&;bt a;im EeCz ker s;epr l*;ej p; ideYiz. a;m;r `inë bN/uà
b; ixLpI •nud;r pirxÓmI mu*r;l &;°; heYezà kê epel\
a;m;r ash;Y eb;e/ m;eZ m;eZ e=;& r;g pÓk;x kerezà
Akb;r belezà b;b;ek ideY ed%b men;jú. belizà n; \r;
a;pn;r b;b;r kq; ºneb n;. br' a;m;r n;m aenk imeq* blebú
et;m;ek et; b;b; ez;e$;ebl; eqek ecenà et;m;r
m;ek b;b;ekú
ehes efil men men. •nud; kt shj srl.
r;jnIitet &Uet p;\Y; m;nuWedr Akdm ecen n;. ek;en;
m;nueWr %;r;p idk$; el%;Y p;\Y; y;Y n;. ‡izeY\ bl; y;y n;.
ilipbÊ eqek xtkr; p-;c s;t &;g. b;ik$; xUen* xUen*. ±ith;isekr
gibRt ¤Cc;r, ineY mj; ker ikzu=, h;sel Ak$uku &ul heb
n. •nud;r b;b;r\ bYs heyez a;ixà hYet; epireY egez. A%n\
itin Úa;nNdm#Û p‹et cn. sit* kI &ul kerezn el%k n; i#k
kerezn.
a;m;edr ntun b;i‹$; a;tÎIY pirjnedr pzNd hYin. \$;
hl ixLpIr b;i‹à A%;en a;/uink b;sey;eg*r aenk ikzu a;ez
be$ ikNtu pÓ;,$; enE.
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ºenizà AkE Âp« ek¤ er;j ede% n;. a;im AkE Âp« ed%t;mà
a;r cmek ec;% %uel ed%t;mà a;im ntun b;i‹et a;m;r `er
a;m;r ibz;n;Y ºeY a;iz. ¤#t;m n;à cup ker t;ikeY q;kt;m
`err edY;el. i#k sk;l h\Y;r ikzu$; a;eg a;im Âp«$; ed%t;mà
`um\ &;°t i#k pÓitidn AkE smey. ejeg \#;r pr aãut&;eb
edY;elr idek t;ikeY q;kt;m. t;rpr Ak$u per edY;l a;lm;irr
due$; bEeYr idek t;ikeY q;kt;m. Aki$ fÓeYe@r an*i$ EYu'eYr.
a;m;edr n;ik mn$; jelr \pr brefrmet;. Ag;er;r &;egr Ak
a'x jelr \pr q;ek. \E Ak a'xE n;ik pÓk;x kret p;ir. b;ik$;
q;ek suË. suË &;bn;E n;ik Âep«r e&tr ideY eber;Y.
a;r EYu' belezn abectn menr \pr ine:pW, `$el tebE n;ik b;r
b;r AkE Âp« ede% m;nuW. \edr pe= b; ibpe= y;b;r ibed*
a;m;r enE.
ed%t;m a;m;edr a;egr b;i‹et ºey a;iz. &;Eeb;enr;\
t;edr inejr inejr j;Yg;Y ºey a;ez. ab;k heY eyt;m. \r; b;i‹$;
z;‹et c;Eez n;. blt;mà b;i‹ ibi½ kr;r pr a;Engt&;eb
a;r q;k;r ai/k;r enE. ebx men a;ez dilel etidn ek;e$R sE
kret y;bà a;mr; &;Eeb;enr; inejedr t;l; ideY b;i‹
eqek sb;E Akse^ ebireY igeYizl;m. sbE f-;k;à tbu ikzu
a;sb;bp¼r inet p;irin. a;m;r bEp¼r sbE pÓ;Y reYez. dilel
sE ker ek;$R eqek b;i‹et a;is. edi% a;m;edr t;l;r \pr \r;
be‹; t;l; l;ifeY ere%ez. Ak `N$; a;eg\ A b;i‹r ai/k;r
due$;r idek t;k;l;m. b;i‹r c;ridek t;k;l;m. b;i‹$; aãut&;eb
`uimeY a;ez. &;ib ek¤ ed%ez n;. ed%l;m p;exr b;i‹r b¤id
\edr isi‹r \pr d-;i‹eY ed%ez. ek¤E ek;en; ikzu bll;m
n;. \ \r pÓitebxI h;r;là a;im\. a;mr; ek¤ k;r\ pÓitebxI
nE. a;m;r b;b;r b;i‹ a;r a;m;edr nY. a;m;r b;b;\ kI a;m;r
eqek h;ireY egl. mOtu*r pr\ et; men ht b;b; a;m;r se^ se^
a;ez. a;im /Ier /Ier b;i‹r eg$ e#el eb•l;m. eg$ ideY
r;St;Y enem Al;m. Âep« ed%t;mà &;Eeb;nedr eb;Z;iCzà
\r; ºnt n;. blt;mà Aet puilxI Z;eml; b;‹eb. y;r; ikenez
t;r; ey ek;en; smY ey ek;en; dOx* wtir kret p;er. \r; et;
a;m;edr sbikzu ineY y;\Y;r pr t;l; l;g;et p;rt. hYet;
a;m;edr \pr a;Sh; izl n;. &;Eeb;nedr eb;Z;E a;m;r; ntun
b;i‹ keriz \%;en cl. b;i‹$; eze‹ ed. \r; ey Asb kq; ºenez
bel men hY n;. a;r Ak$; aãut b*;p;rà b;i‹$; i&etr
\pr d-;i‹eY enE. sMpU,R xUen*. c;rp;x f-;k;à sb ed%;
y;eCz tl; ideY. a;mr a;mr;E b; eze‹ idiCz n; ekn. a;m;edr
ntun b;i‹$; aãut. men hY ktidenr puer;en; Ak b;'el;
b;g;en ntun Ak$; ek;Y;$;err met; Akp;ex. b;r;Nd;Y /uel;
&r;. cunk;m kr;. due$; `r. ktidn Z;$ pe‹in. ntun b;i‹
hel\ ek¤ ey q;ek n; eb;Z; y;Y. b;i‹r s;men puer;en;
a;melr b-; q;m &;°; Ak$; e%;l; eg$. p;ex p;h;r;d;redr
jn* mjbut dx b;E dx `r. eyn h-;kelE p;gi‹ pr; d;er;Y;n %Ein
t;luet `Wet `Wet a;seb. \E `r a;m;edr ekn;r smY izl. \E$;
a;mr; pir:k;r ker qket p;ir. ikNtu A b;i‹et ek¤ q;ik n;.
a;m;edr bb;r b;i‹et q;kiz. ekn. a;m;edr eze‹ ed\Y; ¤ic_.
xUen* sbuj b;i‹$; dulez. ey ek;en; smY Aes A%;n eqek
t;i‹eY idet p;er. puilx q;n; eqek a;set p;er. hYet; A%uin.
ikNtu a;m;r &;Eeb;enr; \%;enE q;ek. A pyRNt ed%;r pr
a;m;r `um$; e&e° eyt. j;g;r pr\ keYk imin$ a;im ejeg
q;kt;m. &*;b;c*;k; e%eY aãut&;eb edY;elr idek
t;ikeY q;kt;m. cNdn re°r edY;l. a;im Âp«$; pÓ;YE ed%t;m.
b*;p;r$; k;¤ek bl t;m n;. tbu Akidn %;b;r e$ibel
a;m;r &;Eeb;enedr ij+;s; kerizà et;r; puer;en; b;i‹r
Âp« edi%s. \r; belà h-*;. \edr Âep«r ek;en; iml enE. AE
Âp« a;im pÓitidnE edi%.
A /renr Âp« ede%E a;m;r `um &;e°. a;im
Ar b*;%*; i#k ept;m n;. fÓeY@ t¼B anu s;er ek;en; eyon
b*;%*; hY ikn; a;im j;in n;.
sit* kq; kI \E b;i‹et am;r eyonúj‹t;
b; eyonúShibrt; a;es. EMpep;e$N$ b; /Bj&^\ nY.
EMpep;e$N$ ikn; A pr% kr;r et; ek;en; suey;g hYin. krb;r pÓeY;jn\
hYin. a;sel n;rI sMpekR sb ekotuhl \ a;k;°=; cel y;Yà
sMpU,R cel y;Y. skl ¤âIpn; cel y;Y. Ar jn* ek;en; @;¼²;ir
prI=;r pÓeY;jn hYin. A a;im yui¼² ideY ¤âIpn;ek St™
r;i% b; heY y;Y. \r; a;m;r k;ez ekblE m;nuW m;].
a;im seb m;] Am A ib A@ p;x ker c;kiret !uekizà
bzr\ e`;erin. b;b; h;$R eí$Ó;ek m;r; y;Y. b;b;ek y%n %;e$
s;j;en; heYez. k-;/ zu-EeY ¤e#;n p;r ker mOtedhi$e xxÎ;enr
idek y;]; kireY idet y;ebà esEsmY a;m;r ez;e$;&;Eà
a;m;r eqek pÓ;Y eW;el; bzerr ez;e$; k;s $uet pe‹à \
ic_k;r ker \e#à \ b;b; tuim cel egel a;m;r kI heb. skelr
dOiê \r idek y;Y. \ At=, b;b;r p;eYr k;ez %;$$; z-ueY izl.
\ek tuel ji‹eY /irà a;m;r emej; &;E k®;s ef;er pe‹à
eb;n iskesà \edr idek t;k;E. \r ic_k;er \r;\ f-uipeY k-;ed.
ez;e$; &;Eek xrIr j‹;en; abSh;Y a;m;r Ak$; xItlt; a;es.
muhUetR &;ibà b;b; a;m;edr jn* Ak pYs; ere% eyet p;erin.
º/u AE b;i‹ z;‹. aR p‹;ex;n; exW ker be‹; het hetà
a;im et; epÓoŒ hey y;b. ez;e$; &;EeYr m;q;Y h;t
buel;et q;ik. a;m;r j‹t;gÓSt h\Y;$; eb;/hY a;m;r ipstuet;
ididà gIt;id buZet p;er. dÓ²t a;m;r h;t /er. ek-ed belà
m;m; ey At t;‹;t;i‹ cel y;eb ek;en;idn &;ibinà m;nu
mn x¼² kr.
an* sb;E mOtedh ineY eyet b*St. idid belà Ak$u
d-;‹;nà\ mn$; x¼² k•k.
ez;e$; &;eeYr h;t /er /Ier /Ier %;$$; tulet q;ik.
ez;e$; &;Eeyr h;t z;i‹eY bilà a;im et; a;sizú.
ek¤E hYet; buZl n;. eyon j‹t; ihmb;ehr met; gÓ;s
ker. a;m;r ikzu kr;r izl n;.
&;Eeb;n eb-ec q;kelE a;m;r a;nNd. a;m;r eyont;r eceY \edr
eb-ec q;k; aenk ebix m;nibk. b;i‹$; eqek cel a;s;r
se^ se^ kI a;m;r eyon j‹t; pÓitidn fue$ \e# du"Âep«r
e&tr. esidk ideY hYet; fÓeYe@r t¼Bek m;n; y;Y.
EYu'eYr t¼B anus;er abectn menr \pr ine:pWn. es et;
º• heYez 1986 eqek. a;m;edr gÓ;em a;m;r \pr eymn heYez
t;r eceY aenekr \pr heYez. a;r epÓ;em;$;redr at*;c;err kq;
bel exW kr; y;eb n;. \r; kI Amn ede%à ek j;en. a;j ey
c;WIedr jim en\Y; heCzà \r; a;tÎt*; krezà bNduekr s;men
•e% d-;‹;eCz t;r;\ kI Amn cmek \e#. \edr kq; %berr k;gej
pe‹ be‹; kê p;E. a;im r;jnIit buiZà r;jnIitr &Ut
kI &;eb t;‹;en; y;Y j;in n;. be‹; ash;Y eb;/ kir.
a;m;r b;b;r b;i‹$; a;r enE. a;m;edr sbij b;g;n enEà
ek;en; g;ez enE. m;eZ m;eZ buen; eZ;pà a;r ek;q;\ mYl;r
i!ib. ikNtu Âp«$; a;m;r y;Y n;. pÓitidn AkE smY AkE Âp«
edi%. a;m;r &;Eeb;n b;b;r b;i‹$; eze‹ a;set c;Eez
n;. \edr a;im buiZeY p;riz n;. a;m;r b;i‹$; ibi½ ker
ideyizà a;m;edr a;r ai/k;r enE. \E sbuj b;i‹$;à \E b;'el;
p*;$;enRr b;i‹$; \edr mn eqek \E ai/k;r$; t;‹;et p;riz
n;. hYet; mn eqek ai/k;r eb;/ t;‹;en; y;Y n;.
a;im Âp« ede% `um eqek ejeg ¤i#. esE ekmn Shibr
heY rEl;m. a;im j;in k;l\ a;im A Âp« e%b. hYet; ytidn
eb-ec q;kb b;b;r b;i‹$; du"Âep«r e&tr eqek y;eb.
r;et y%n ºet y;E a;im iniXct j;in `uemr e&tr
b;b;r b;i‹et cel y;b. \%;en sb;E `uimeY sk;lebl; ntun
b;i‹et cel a;sb. a;m;edr b;i‹$; ek¤ iknet p;erin. b;b;r
± sbuj b;'el;$; a;m;edr eqek egez. º/u a;m;r º/u a;m;r.
ec;% buej skl pOiqbIr m;nuWek ic_k;r ker blet c;Eà b;b;r
sbuj b;'el;$; a;m;rà a;m;r º/u a;m;r. ytidn eb-ec q;kbúúúú
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