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@.
¤ÕBlkum;r
mjumd;r
&b`uer zµz;‹; b;¤çuel Et*;id blet a;mr; eysb
m;nuWek eb;Z;E b;Stb jIben t;r; ytE ¤ep=; b; b*^úibdÓ²epr
e%;r;k ej;g;k n; eknà gLpú¤pn*;es t;edr i#k tt ¤ep=; b;
¤phlesr ey;g* bel men kr; hY n; br' AEsb zµz;‹; m;nueWr
&;bn;icNt; \ k;yRkl;epr inzk a*;@e&÷;err Â;d
z;‹;\ Amn aenk ai&+t;à c;iri]k wbixê*à ntun
piriShit \ &;bn;icNt;r pircY p;E y; b-;/; zekr inidRê
/;r;b;ihk jIbny;];r Aekb;erE b;Eerr ijins. b;Eerr ijins m;en
ikNtu jIbenr pe= apÓeY;jnIYà mUl*hIn nY. zek b-;/; jIbenr
punr;bOi¼ b;Eer igeY jIbnek aenk ebix sOiêxIlà t;_pyRmY
Ab' a;r\ sdqRk ker ed%;r ecê; eqek y;Y tq;kiqt zµz;‹;
jIbenr y;pn&i^à dOiê&i^r me/*. a;b;r sbsmY sdqRk
n;\ het p;er. pÓx«mYà ¤¼rhIn ikzu gUŒ ji$l ij+;s;\
&b`uer zµz;‹; m;nueWr jIben eqek eyetE p;er. a;selà
b;Steb ey zµz;‹; &b`uer b;¤çuel m;nuW a;m;edr k;ez
etmn ek;en; ekotuhl j;g;Y n;. ixeLpr e=e] esE m;nuWE sÓê;r
pÓitini/ heY ai&+t;r i&i¼et jIbnúmOtu*r apirh;yR
sMpkR ineyà jIbenr t;_pyR b; t;_pyRhInt; ineY pÓx« tulet
p;erà ey pÓx« ineY a;m;edr zkb-;/; jIbn scr;cr m;q; `;m;Y
n;. t;E b;Stb jIbenr tq;kiqt zµz;‹; &b`uerà ixelpr
e=e] aenk smeYE g&Ir jIbnúpÓx« iney h;ijr heY y;Y.
zkb-;/; pÓx«hIn amlúkmlúibmelr eqek ser igeY b;Eer eqek
t;r; Amn ek;en; m;q;b*q; enE.
zekr b;Eer eqek g&Ir pÓx« et;el belE t;r;
E'irijet y;ek bel Úa;¤$s;E@;rÛ. ib%*;t kq;s;ihit*k \ el%k
Colin Wilson AEj;tIY
sms*; ineY ey bE ile%izeln t;r n;m The
Outsider (1956, Victor Gollancz).
es%;en &b`uer cire]r n;n; m;];r kq; a;ez. m;dkesbI &b`uer
t;edr an*tm. a;b;rà sb a;¤$s;E@;rúE Ak j;etr m;nuW k%en;E
het p;er n;. skelE ey AkE Â&;ebr b; AkE /renr a;¤$s;E@;r
t;\ nY. ek¤ Â&;ebr g&Ier zµz;‹; hYà ek¤
p;irp;iXbRekr pÓ&;ebà ik'b; c;ep pe‹à b;/* heY.
s;]RúAr Lee Naresee r
n;Yekr me/* ¤ã;ist ikzu icNt;&;bn;r e&tr ideY ibtO‚;
b; ibiCzµt;r anu&b Aesez. a;b;r k;mu*úrà EtrangerúAr
n;Yekr me/* ikzu ikzu emoilk apÓt*;ixt anu&UitE enE. eg;‹;
eqekE enE.
sb Úzµz;‹;Û hYet; Úa;¤$s;E@;rÛ nYà teb
a;¤$s;E@;r blet y; eb;Zb;r ecê; kriz t;r ikzu ikzu wbixê*
abx*E Úzµz;‹;Ûúr me/* q;ek aqR;_ zkúb-;/; jIben ey
enEà ey n;n; ai&+t; \ sMpekRr m/* ideY y;Y aqc ek;q;\ i#k
ji‹eY q;ek n;à t;ekE zµz;‹; bil Ú&b`uerÛ b; Úb;¤çuelÛ
xÝ dui$\ AE aeqRE em;$;mui$ b*bh;r kr; hY. yid AE ibiCzµ
Â&;ebr me/*\ ebx Ak$u g&Ir icNt;&;bn;r m;nuW
q;ekà ey jIbenr aqR e%-;ejà mOtu*r ab/;irt ¤piShit se¼B\
jIbnek ek;en; mUl* ed\Y; y;Y ik n;à ik'b; mOtu*E jIbnek Ak$;
ibexW mUl* edY ik n;ú AEj;tIY icNt;ú&;bn; kret q;ekà
t;eb hYet; t;ek Úa;¤$s;E@;rÛ bl; y;Y. aqR;_ a;¤$s;E@;r
blet eb;Z;et c;Eizà Ak$u icNt;xIlà Ak$u s'ebdnxIl &b`uer
b; zµz;‹;. b-;/; zekr jIbenr ec;e% ey aecn; a;gNtukú Etranger
E'erijet blel blet hY foreign
b; alien.
AE pÓse^ bel r;i%à Úa;gNtukÛ AE xÝi$ eyn st*ij_ r;eYr
Úa;gNtukÛúAr anuWe^E cel Al. Ab' Úa;gNtukÛ zibr
men;em;hnb;bu Ak aeqR Úa;¤$s;E@;rÛúE. k;r,à itin t-;r
inj gebW,;r ekotuhel nOt;i¼Bk n;n; ij+;s;Y ebireY
pe‹izeln ibXbmYà Ab' t-;r /*;n/;r,; \ ekotuhelr &b`uer
jIbny;pn eqek h#;_E &;ginr k;ez Aes h;ijr hn. &;gin
j;m;E \ t;r bN/ub;N/br; t-;ek ibic] \ ebx %;ink$; a&dÓ&;ebE
a;½m, ker t-;r Úa;sl ؤeâx*Û b; Â;qR kI t; j;net c;Y.Ù
kUpmçukt;r b;Eer ØkUpmçuk kq;$;r m;en itin t-;r &;ginr
ezeli$ek gLppÓse^ bel ideYizelnÙà Â;qRsbRÂà ¤eâx*gN/I
ji$l \ s'xYI sm;ejr b;Eer ey shj srl as'%* m;nueWr m;nueWr
Ât"SfUtR ixLpmY jIbny;pn z;i‹eY a;ez ibXbmYà esE
ibSÎYkr jIbnsN/;enE Øapm;int heY eb;lpuerr s'ixê gÓ;em
men;em;hnb;bur s-;\t;l n;c ¤pe&;g kr; t;r pÓm;,Ù ifer
egeln t-;r sMpdúsMpi¼ t-;rE &;ginr h;et ideY. a;r t%nE
&;gin a;r &;gin j;m;E bueZ egl AE Úa;gNtukÛúAr
&b`uer cire]r –pi$ hl ú Wonderlust
Øj;mR;n &;W;Y \Y;ç;rmuí$
m;enE et; &b`uerÙ. Úa;gNtukÛ zibr men;em;hn sit*k;err
icNt;xIl &b`uer b; Úa;¤$s;E@;rÛà y;ek tq;kiqt ÚEns;E@;rÛúAr
dl aibXb;sà ibdÓ²p a;r apm;nE ker egez.
At=e, eb;/hY &b`uer cire]r sdqRk idk$;
eb;Z;et eperiz. ikNtu Az;‹;\ kt ibic] rkemr &b`uer
m;nuW q;ek t;r Aki$ ¤d;hr, idE. biémceNdÓr duegRxniNdnI
¤pn*;s pÓk;ixt hb;r a;eg kO‚kml &|;c;yR dur;k;e×r
bOq;˜m, ØÚdur;k;×Û AE b;n;nE a;ezÙ n;em Aki$ a;%*;n
ile%izeln. AE k;ihinr n;Yk inejr mue%E t-;r jIbenr `$n;‡il
bel egezn. Aki$ ibedix k;ihinr z;Y; q;kel\ `$n;i$r aenk%;in
el%ekr ai&+t; \ kLpn;r sOiê. Ab' inejr mue% bl;r me/*
ey ÂIk;er;i¼²r a;Ntirkt; pÓt*;ixt t;et\ &b`uer bOi¼r
z;p yeqê eqek egez.
k;ihinr n;Yk inejr ihNdu/mR eze‹ i%Óí$/mR
gÓh, kerizeln %;ink$; a*;@e&÷;r kr;r jen*E. ebx akpe$E
beleznà Úa;im Â/mR˜ê hEY; %ÓIeêr ¤pidê pq ablÁn
kirl;m. t_k;el a;x; izlà kt ibib a;m;r nYn&i^r c;tueyR*
em;iht hEY; pÓ;,n;q kiret b*St hEebà kt E'r;j a;pnpÓ;iqRt
ipÓYtm;r al;e& ht;x hEY; axÓ²p;t \ a;m;Y xpRd;n kirebà
AE skl adm* men;rq hEY;E a;m;r %ÓIê/mR ablÁn kiret pÓbOi¼
hY. n;Yk SpêtE belezn ±ihk b;sn; cirt;qR kr; z;‹; t-;r
k;ez /mR blet etmn ikzu izl n;. i%Óí$;nr; s's;er l=ÎI \
srÂtI duEúE n;Yk SpêtE belezn ±ihk b;sn; cirtq;R kr;
z;‹; t-;r k;ez /mR blet etmn ikzu izl n;. i%Óí$;nr;
s's;er l=ÎI \ srÂtI duEúE epeYez A$;E t-;r ak;WRe,r an*tm
k;r,. ikNtu AE pÓ;iËr se^ ±Xbirkt;r ek;en; sMpkR enE belE
t-;r /;r,;. ikNtu %ÓIí$;n heY ek;en; ibibE ÚpÓ,iY&;ebÛ
t-;r idek t;k;eln n;. ¤le$ b;°;il bel E'erjr; `O,; krt. /mR˜ê
bel Âj;tIYr; Ai‹eY eyt. tbu t-;r ek;en; e=;& hYin.
k;r,à ÚpÓem;drt m;ns \ SfUitRyu¼² xrIerr s; h;ey* a;m;r
pÓfuöt;r ek;en; h;in hY n;E.Û imxn;ir bOi¼² kuel;t n;.
t;E b^&;W;r esb; kret l;geln. &;el; el%;r eceY pYs;
er;jg;r$;E be‹; izl. ikNtu AE&;eb Ak j;Yg;Y a+;t eqek
jIbn k;$;et EeCz hl n;. bleznà Úeyobenr ¤¼Ë r¼² Eh;et
sNtuê hEl n;.Û %-;i$ er;m;÷ibl;sI &b`uerr l=, pÓk;x
epl. ½mx inejr edx \ &;W;Y ibiáê heY el%;eli%r sUe]
ey$uku er;jg;r kerizeln t;úE sÁl ker eb;Á;Emui% Ak fr;is
j;h;ej di=, &;ret h;Yd;r a;ilr r;ej* q;kebn bel p;i‹
ideln. j;h;ejE juilY; hel\ juilY;r spÓit&t; t-;ek muÔ
krl. ikNtu AE `inët; Ak$u g&Ir het n; hetE s;muidÓk Ze‹
juilY;r mOtu* hl. a;m;edr geLpr n;Yk\ aectn abSh;Y eb;e$
e&es Aes i]b;éur smudÓte$ Aki$ p;h;i‹ a÷el dui$
abl;r a;xÓeY ep-oez;eln. Aki$ t•,Ià a;erki$ pÓbI,;.
t•,Ii$r se^ pÓ;kOitk surm* Sh;en Akse^ q;ket q;ket pÓ,Y
\ ibb;h hl. ikNtu emeYi$ g&RbtI hel inëur&;ebE t;ek
efel cel egeln n;Yk. inejE itin ÂIk;r kereznà s's;r kret
\E bYes t-;r EeCz izl n;. ikNtu emeYi$r –ep \ epÓem muÔ
n;Yekr pe= eze‹ y;\Y; muxikl heb e&eb exW pyRNt g&RbtI
abSh;etE emeYi$ek ere%E p;ileY egeln. inejE bleznà ÚAE `$n;Y
aNtrSh inebRd aekb;er j;g–k hEY; ¤i#l. úúú a;m;r mn
A–p c÷lÞ yid Eh;et ait aLpm;];Y\ aseNt;eWr s'ey;g `i$t.Û
eyoben yx %*;it kI&;eb a;seb t; t-;r k;ez y%n Spê nYà
tbu bleznà esErkm ek;en; ¤Cc;x; ineYE t-;r ÚaNtrSh inebRdÛ
b; œd;sIn* sMpekR ebx sectn. es;j; b;'l;Y esY;n;úE bl; y;Y.
y;E eh;kà n;Yk p;ileY Aes h;Yd;r
a;ilr wsn*b;ihnIet ey;g ideln ikNtu h;Yd;err ezel i$pur se^
iber;/ h\Y;et i$pu t-;ek E'erjedr h;et /ireY edb;r c½;Nt
kreln. fel geLpr n;Yk a;b;r p;ileY egeln. t;rpr m;el;Y;y Aes
isiN/Y;r se^ ey;g ideYezn. es%;en\ r;jkum;rI t-;r pÓit a;kOê
heYeznà AE suey;eg n;Yk t-;r r;j*l;e&r r;jwnitk ¤Cc;x;
pUr, kret egel ½uÊ r;jkum;rI t-;ek pÓt*;%*;n kerez. ibpµ
n;Yk t%n p;ileY igeY ibN/*;re,*r a;idb;sI jIben `uret `uret
Ak dlpitr bn* kum;rIr &;el;b;s;r at*;c;r eqek p;ileY
igeY ¤i‹W*; ep-ozeln. ey er;m;÷ibl;sI n;Yk At n;rtIs^el;&I
itin h#;_ &;el;b;s;r at*;c;er p;l;eln ekn? bleznà Údlpit
duiht;r –pgN/ a;m;r tq;Y b;s pirb;r skl a;x; ¤eCzd kirl.Û
Ú–pgN/Û blet kI eb;Z;eCzn Ø–p \ gN/Ù j;in n;à ikNtu
sb imileY emeYi$r ait a;gÓh n;Ykek ibr¼² ker tull. n;Yekr
se^ ibeY i#k heY y;\Y;r per emeYi$r Ak pÓ,YIr s;h;ey* n;Yk
exW pyRNt ¤i‹W*;Y Aes ep-oez;eln. jgµ;q miNderr ikzu
dUer p;h;i‹ injrnt;Y Ak aSpOx* p;irY; bOeÊr m;tOhIn kn*;ek
ibeY ker s's;rI heYezn. AE p;irY; bOÊ eyoben Ak shmre, ¤ed*;gI
bÓ;†, kn*;ek ¤Ê;r ker ibeY kerizeln. t;rE emeYek ibeY
ker n;Yk smSt ¤Cc;x; \ yuÊibgÓehr er;m;÷ eze‹ sue% k;r
a;x;Y rEeln. zµz;‹; jIbenr AE ibic] ai&+t;Y exW pyRNt
smSt rkm j;t/emRr b;Eer cel egeln dUr;k;°=I n;Yk. %;ink$; fÓ*;é
h*;irsúAr Úm;E l;E& a*;ç l;&¿s¿Û n;em ib%*;t
bEi$r n;rIs^el;&I n;Yekr se^ Â&;bgt iml a;ez. ikNtu
t;r se^ E'erjiber;/I &;rtIY r;jn*begRr jIben ji‹eY pe‹
fr;is esn;b;ihnIr ix=;Y ixi=t h\Y;r ecê; Et*;id ibic] sb ai&+t;r
b,R,;\ a;ezà y; an*;n* s;/;r, z;úep;W; b;°;ilr jIben
Aekb;erE dulR&. s's;rI heY zµz;‹; jIbn exW exW heYez.
ikNtu n;Yekr AE b*it½mI jIbny;penr epzen etmn ek;en; g&Ir
icNt;&;bn;r z;p hYet; enE. ¤Cc;i&l;WIà e&;gsbRÂ
AE n;Yk `$n;ce½ yuÊibgÓeh ji‹eY pe‹ezn Ab' exW pyRNt
p;irY; sm;ej ibeY ker sbrkm em;h eqek mui¼² epeYezn. tbu
blbà tq;kiqt Úa/mÛ sm;ejr emeYek ibeY ker exW pyRNt ŠXberr
k;ez AE b;tR;\ itin ep-oez ideYezn ey itin sit*k;err m;nisk
ÚpÓs;rÛ epeYezn. smSt$; Ú`$n;ce½Û `e$ egel\ m;nisk œd;eyRr
zµz;‹; AE m;nuWi$ bÓ;t*eb;e/r Aki$ sdqRk Ex;r;\ ey ideY
egezn es ibWeY ek;en; seNdh enE.
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&b`uer cir] iheseb xr_ceNdÓr xÓIk;Nt p;#k sm;ejr k;ez
ey smY jnipÓYt; epeYizl t;r a;eg ey dui$ &b`uer cire]r
kq men p‹ez t;edr pÓqmjn rbINdÓn;eqr ÚaitiqÛ Ø1302Ù
geLpr t;r;pd Ab' rbINdÓn;eqr Úctur^Û ¤pn*;esr Øpi]k;Y pÓk;ixt
1321à gÓNh;k;er 1323Ù xcIx.
ey aeqR Údur;k;e×r bOq;˜m,ÛúAr n;Yk &b`uer
es aeqR inXcY t;r;pd &b`uer nY. t;r;pdr bYs pener;úeW;el;.
t;r aenk‡el; &;Eeb;n. p-;c &;E itn eb;enr me/*
Aki$ &;E. b;b; enE. m; t;ek an*;n* &;Eeb;enr met;E
&;el;b;esn. p;‹; pÓitebxIr;\ t;ek &;el;b;es. p;#x;l;r
‡•mx;E t;ek m;retn n;. yid b; m;retn t;hel sb;E du"%
ept. Aehn a;derr ezel ey kI&;eb y;];delr se^ imex igeY gÓ;m
eze‹ p;l;l t;et skelrE men %$k; l;gl. dur;k;e×r aep=;kOt
pir,t Øp-icxúz;ióx bzr bYsÙ n;Yekr met; es et; E'erj
n;iYk;r epÓimk het c;Yinà inejr /emR \ m;nueW t;r ibtO‚;
jnÎ;b;r ek;en; k;r,\ `e$in. ek;en; y;];delr s^I heY
bOh¼r s's;err a;kWR, t;ek t;r ez;e$; gÓ;emr ajsÓ eS©hbN/en
a;$ek r;%et p;erin. Út;h;r jnÎe=] t;h;ek gOhhIn kirY;ez.Û
el%k y;E blunà dUerr a;k;°=; skelr k;ez sm;n&;eb
ep-oez;Y n;. ibexWt b;lk b; ikex;r yid wbice]*r Â;d p;Y
t;hel t;r pe= `er bes a;tÎIYÂjenr eS©h ¤pe&;g kr; sÅb
hY n;. aNtt skelr hY n;. eymn t;r;pdr hYin. y%nE ed%t ndIet
ek;en; ibedix enoek; ‡, e$en celezà aXbøg;ezr inec ek;en;
dUredix sµ*;sI Aes besezà ebedr; bes bes c*;°;ir wtir
krez t%nE Úbih"pOiqbIr eS©hhIn Â;/Int;r jn*Û t;r mn
b*;kul heY ¤#t. AE&;eb itnúitnb;r p;l;b;r pr gÓ;emr
el;ek t;r a;x; eze‹ idl.
b;rb;r AE p;ileY y;\Y;r me/* ikNtu Aki$ b*;p;err
se^ t;r re¼²r sMpkR pÓk;x heY p‹l. es hl g;enr sur.
a;b;r º/u g;enr nYà pÓ;kOitk ey ek;en; sur \ /BinE t;ek
Ú¤tl;Û krt. b*it½mI cir] et; be$E. AE suerr $;enE es
y;];del egezà p-;c;ilr del egezà ijmn;ií$ekr del\ egezúb*;Y;m
wnpue,*r se^ t;el t;el l%n¤ #u'irr suer b-;ix b;j;b;r jen*.
t;rpr nNdIgÓ;emr jimd;rb;bur; xe%r y;]; %ulezn ºen es%;en
y;b;r peqE k-;#;ilY;r jimd;r dMpit mitl;l aµpU,R;r njer
p‹l. t-;edr Akm;] kn*; c;•xxIr \pr b;b;úm;úr eS©eh
&;g bs;l. nNdIgÓ;em a;r n;m; hl n;. k-;#;ilY; gÓ;emr
wdniNdn jIben es apirh;yR heY p‹l. Akidek c;•xxIr se^ bN/utB
an*idek p-;c bzerr Aki$ ib/b; emeYr se^ bN/utB Et*;id n;n;
wkex;erict ji$lt;r me/* idn k;$izl. mitl;lb;bur a;gÓeh
t;r;pdr p‹;ex;n;\ clizl Ab' mitl;lb;bur smOÊ l;EebÓiri$r
bEp¼r ibexWt zibr bE t;r met; kLpn;pÓb, ikex;err men
b;Eerr jgetr ibic] er;m;÷ Aen ideYizl. AE&;eb bzr zeYk
eke$ egl mitl;l \ aµpU,R; y%n t;ek j;m;E krb;r jen* b*bSh;
inet º• kreln i#k esE smY bWR;r em` ¤#là ºken; ndI%;et
jl/;r; zue$ Al. gÓ;emr ezelemeYr; jel Z-;p idet l;gl. %br
Al ku‹ulek;$;Y n;gúb;bur; rqy;];r eml;r a;eY;jn kerezn.
Ak ej*;_S©;úsN/*;Y t;r;pd ndIr /;er
igeY ed%là em` zu$ezà ndI bEezà enoek; clezà g;n ¤#ez.
t;r;pdr men hlà ÚsmÎue% a;j eyn smSt jgetr rqy;];.Û c;k;
`urezà /Bj; ¤‹ezà pOiqbI k-;pez.
pridn t;r;pdr m; \ &;EeYr; y%n
t;r;pdr ibeY ¤ple=* k-;#;ilY; Aes ep-oez;elnà ez;e$; ib/b;
emeY es;n;min y%n p;t;Y a;ms¼B a;r e#;°;Y a;c;r ineY
t;r;pdr p‹b;r `err s;men Aes d-;‹;là t%n t;r;pd ¤/;\.
AE t;r;pd zµz;‹; &b`uer b;¤çuel
b; a;¤$s;E@;r z;‹; a;r kI het p;er? s;m;ijk pirebex ibr¼²
\ ibiCzµ heY pir,t icNt;xIl 'Thinking
Outsider' heY y;Yin
es. pÓkOitr /Bin \ sur Ab' s^Ietr pÓit jnÎgt aÂ;&;ibk
$;nà b;jn;r m/* ideY esE surek pÓk;x kr;r =mt;à m;nueWr
eml; \ ibic] jIbenr psr;r pÓit $;n t;r;pdek Ú¤d;sIn
ibXbjnnIÛúr ØrbINdÓn;eqrE &;W;Ù idek e$en ineY egez.
hYet; s;miYk eS©hbn/en t;ek b-;/; egezà ikNtu AE pÓ;kOitk
b;lkúikex;r y%nE re¼²r me/* dur;gt jIbenr ek;en; kl/Bin
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