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s&*t;r
k®;x
º&m;ns
e`;W
s;t sk;el `um e&e°
egl e$ilef;enr ir'eYr xeÝ. tpn a;m;r ezelebl;r
bN/u. `err e%eY benr em;W t;‹;et t;r jui‹ enE. t;r jn*(
s's;r kr; dUer q;kà emeYedr idek jIben &;l ker mu% tuel
c;El n; pyRNt. n;n; rkm sm;jesb;mUlk k;jkemR es ji‹t a;ez.
pºekx eqek &b`uer ¤Ê;r sebetE es Ak@;ek h;ijr. ºenizl;m
ek;n Ak$; ibedix sm;jesbI delr se^ es a;Nd;m;n egez.
ú bl kI %br tpn? a;im ije+s krl;mà a;Nd;m;n eqek ker ifril?
ú AE et; l;í$ s;ne@. tpn bllà Akb;r a;set p;rib a;m;r
b;i‹et?
ú A%n?
ú A=uin. et;r a-;kr sr¢;m se^ ineY a;sib.
ú ekn?
tpn ereg ¤#là et;r AE kq;Y kq;Y ekn ekn kr; er;g$; egl n;Þ
a;Nd;m;n eqek Akej;‹; j;er;Y; /er Aeniz a;m;edr b;i‹et.
A‡el;ek s&* kret heb?
a;im cmek ¤El;mà búbils kI er? Aekb;er a;St j;er;Y;? \r;
et; ºeniz s;'`;itk efer;s;s hY. aNd;m;enr dugRm áIpúi$ep
q;ekà s&* m;nuW egelE ibW;¼² tIr zu-e‹ emer efel.
tpn h; h; ker ehes ¤#l. bllà es sb gt xt;ÝIr gLp. A%n
j;er;Y;r; em;$;mui$ ep;W emen Aesez. k;p‹úec;p‹ prez.
ey An ij \úr heY a;im igeYizl;mà t;r; e$;$;l b;er;%;n;
j;er;Y; /er Aeenez. a;m;r &;eg pe‹ez du%;n;. Ak bzr $;Em.
t;r me/* j;er;Y;due$;ek puer; s&* kret eflet heb. t;r jn*
pÓcur $;k;pYs; ideCz t;r;. ikNtu efl krel sb bN/ heY y;eb.
Ÿ-à t; hel et; icNt;r ibWY. a;im ije+s krl;mà ek;q;Y
ere%izs j;er;Y;due$;ek?
ú a;m;edr z;edr `er. Amin i#k a;ezà ep;x;k e$;x;k per
if$f;$à ikNtu h#;_ h#;_ kI ep;k; c;pez m;q;Yà j;m;k;p‹ %uel
e/E e/E n;cet a;rÅ krez. b;i‹et a;r\ el;kjn a;ezú kI rkm
l;eg bl et;? t;r \pr due$;r Ak$; a;b;r emeY.
Ÿ-à A$; a;r\ ‡•tr icNt;r ibWY. i#k buZet p;rizl;m n; A
b*;p;er a;im i#k kI k;ej l;gb tpenr. ikNtu sbE yid bueZ y;E
t; hel tpenr met; sm;jesbIr; pOiqbIet q;ek kI kret?
a;m;r kq; ºen a;b;r ereg ¤#l tpnà At beYs hlà a%n\ `e$
buiÊ hl n; et;r. a;er eb;k;à tuE et; zib a-;iksà a;$R
eqr;ip\ kirs ºin. a;m;r \pr a*;p®;E kr.
úet;úet;r \pr? a;im ibWm `;be‹ egl;mà tu;útuE\ ik enek@
heY e`;r;`uir kret a;rÅ kerizs?
ú/*;rÞ a;m;r z;]z;]Ir kq; bliz. a;e$Rr met; ijins a;ez?
m;nueWr me/* edbtBà mhtBúbl n; a;r kI kI eyn belúsmSt
j;igeYú$;igeY et;el bel ºniz.
a;im bll;mà i#kE ºenizs. a;im igeY zib A-ek A-ek t;edr
me/* ixLpeb;/ j;igeY tuel t;edr mh;n ker tulbà AE et;?
ú mh;n pyRNt eyet heb n;à º/u k;j c;l;en; eg;cr Ak$u
s&*&b* ker et;l m;Eir. a;m;edr p;exr b;i‹et q;ek
b;L$;n. es ef;e$;gÓ;ifr \pr ek;sR krez. mh;p;k; ezel Ak$;.
eb$; e$ilk*;emr; l;geY aleri@ t;edr n;ecr ktk‡el; l;E&
x$ tuel ineYez. A rkm clel et; Ar pr puilex /er $;n;$;in
kreb.
a;im ije+s krl;mà ejn;eril ek;n smeY t;edr m;q;Y ep;k; c;ep
bl et;? ek;n\ if„@ $;Em a;ez?
ú$;Em e$iblà a-*;? bN/ur gl;Y seNdh `ineY Alà p;exr
b;i‹r buL$;enr t;er suib/; hY be$à ikNtu s*irà es rkm
ikzu a;p;tt enE.
tpn q;ml. Ak$u ijireY ineY a;b;r blet l;glà mj;$; kI j;insà
pÓqm idek idib* s&*&b* izl due$;et. a;m;r k;ezE
isirY;sil s&*t;r k;x krizl er;j. imeq* blb n;à &;lE
epÓ;egs hiCzl. AE cióx `N$; k;p‹ec;p‹ per q;k;à %;\Y;d;\Y;r
pr mu%e/;Y;à mu% /ueY g;mz;Y mu% em;z;. ic•in ideY cul
a-;c‹;en;$;\ a;eSt a;eSt emer a;nizl;mà h#;_ Akidn ibedÓ;h
ker bsl.
úh#;_? a;im ekotuhlI hl;m.
úh#;_. \edr p‹;et p‹;et k;Nt heY Akidn a;m;r `er i$i&
%uel besizà edi% dui$et ‡i$ ‡i$ Aes h;ijr. s;r;idnE et;
ebc;r;r; s&* h\Y;r k®;x krezà Ak$u a;/$u AN$;re$nemN$
n; hel a;imE b; b-;ic kI kerà t;r;E b; b-;ec kI ker? t;E
me/* me/* \dr i$i& a*;l;\ kir. t; z;‹; i$i& ede%
kt kI j;n; y;Yà kt rkemr a;¤$ nelj hY. ed%et ed%et irem;$$;
ere% esidn kI Ak$; k;ej ebireY igeYizl;m. `N$; a;e/k per `er
!uek y; ed%lm ibXb;s krib n;. edi% kIà c*;enl `uer egez. ¤â;m
piXcim n;c clez. t;r t;el t;el dujn n;cez. t;edr k;p‹ec;p‹
nIec g‹;gi‹ y;eCz.
bN/u q;ml. t;r pr ibx;l Ak$; dI`RXb;s efel bllà ikzu Ak$;
kr m;Eir. a;im ef@ a;p heY egiz.
Aek bN/uà t;Y e%;d sm;jesbI bN/uà t;r @;ek keb ek;n bN/u
s;‹; n; ideY egez? a;im\ idl;m. a-;k;r ijinsp] bgld;b; ker
es;j; cel egl;m tpenr b;i‹. Atidn a;$R eqr;ip keriz m;nisk
er;ig \ pÓitbN/Iedr \prà A b;r a;idb;sIr \pr. ntun ai&+t;
seNdh enE.
igeY edi% sit*E t;E. tpnedr icelek;#;r `er Aki$ ezel a;r
Aki$ emeY j;er;Y; menr a;neNd AkZui‹ k-;c; !-*;‹s bes
bes mn ideY icbueCz. a;m;r et; m;q;em;$;à t;E t;edr me/*
sMpkR$; i#k kI /ret p;rl;m n;. hY epÓimkyuglà nY Â;mIúS]I
nYà il& $uegd;err p;$Rn;r. a;m;r ec;% eg;l heY egl. tpn
a;m;rE bN/u &;betE er;m;÷ heCz.
úkI er ekmn buZizs? epzn eqek tpn ifsifs ker ¤#l.
aim eceY rEl;m. kq; pyRNt srez n; mu% eqek. \f¿à g;eYr r'
be$ dujenrÞ k;el; blel ikzuE bl; hY n;à Akb;r &ubn
a;el; kr; k;el;. etmin @;k;et ech;r;. em;$; em;$; h;túp;à
em;$; em;$; n;ekr p;$;à pÓk;¹ ep$ ede% a;m;rE epe$r
e&tr$; ekmn ‡‹‡i‹eY ¤#l. ezel$; pyRNt eyet heb
n;à &;lebes emeY$; yid a;m;r ip# c;pe‹ edY ipe# ed‹
Ei÷ gtR heY y;eb. Ar eceY tpnek puilex /relE et; &;l
izl.
ú y; n;Þ s;men y;. bN/u a;m;ek e#l; idl.
a;im Akcul n‹l;m n;. h-; ker eceY rEl;m t;edr idek. s;r;
xrIerE dujenr h;j;r$; fue$;f;$; . eb;/ hY j^uel gYn;g-;i$
pr; izlà A%;en j;h;ej ker p;#;en;r aeg j;h;j ek;Mp;in sb %uel
ere%ez. teb Ak$;E b-;c;eY;à AE smY dujenrE pren k;p‹ec;p‹
j‹;en;. ezel$;r p*;N$à emey$;r s;el;Y;rúk;imj.
úkI er heb Aedr ibeY?
tpn a;b;r ifsifs ker ¤#l. Aedr$; perr kq;à a;eg is\r het
hebà a;m;ek ideY heb kI n;. a;im du p; AigeY egl;m. t;r pr
y; q;ek kp;elà dujenr idek eceY ifk ker ehes idl;m. emeY$;
ifer\ t;k;l n;à teb ezel$; c;El. k-utk-uet ec;e% ed%ez
a;m;Y. m;en m;pez. a;m;r gl; ºikeY Al. kp;l #uek belE
efll;mà ‡ú‡ú‡@ minR'Þ
ezel$; kI buZl ek j;enà h#;_ a;m;r idek ibx;l m;i‹ ebr
ker pÓk;¹ &;eb ehes ¤#l. t;r pr Zui‹ eqek Ak$;
!-*;‹s tuel a;m;r idek b;i‹eY idl.
ú%; %;Þ e%eY efl. tpn a;b;r e#ll a;m;Yà et;ek pzNd heYez. n;
e%el et;ekE e%eY efleb. Aedr A sb b*;p;er s;'`;itk epÓjui@s.
s;t sk;el AE k-;c; !-*;‹s iceb;et hebÞ Ar eceY j;er;Y;r
epe$ y;\Y; aenk es;j;. a;im pÓ;e,r d;eY !-*;‹esr elejr
idk$;Y ibWµ Ak$; k;m‹ ideY bll;mà q*;úq*;é E¤ s*;r.
ús*;rÞ \ek s*;r blizs? bN/u ehes gi‹eY p‹l. A b;r\ esE
epzn eqekà AE jn* et;ek m;q;em;$; bil.
ytE a;im m;q;em;$; hEà A b;r ikNtu r;g eck kret p;rl;m n;.
!-*;‹s icbuet icbuet bN/uek bll;mà ekn a;idb;sI bel ik \edr
s*;r bl;\ m;n;? ikzu epet egel a;eg idet hYà buZil? \edr
s*;r blel tebE et; \r; p;L$; s*;r blet ix%eb. k;enr k;ez
Akdm &*;j&*;j krib n;.
a;im a;/%;\Y; !-*;‹s$; bukpeke$ puer @ÓiY'úepp;r a;r e¦cepn
%uel bsl;m. p;k; h;et %s%s ker emeYi$r !-*;‹s %;\Y;r Ak$;
@ÓiY' ker b;i‹eY idl;m t;edr. ezeli$ zib$; h;et /er ikzu=,
inibê &;eb kI eyn &;bl. emeYi$\ icNt;Y pe‹ egl
eyn. a;im dm bN/ ker eceY a;iz. mh_ b*i¼² inmR;e,r p;# º•
heY egl.
keYk esekç. h#;_ emeYi$ ezel$;r h;t eqek zib$; eke‹ ineY
es$; du h;et c$ek efll. t;r pr $p;s ker mue% puer mh;neNd
icbuet q;kl. º/u t;E? At=, ezel$; pzNd krizl a;m;ekà A b;r
sÅbt a;m;r ixLpIs¼;Y muÔ heY emeY$;\ a;m;ek pzNd kret º•
krl. a;m;rE @ÓiY' e%et e%et t;r Ak$; ep;sRn a;m;ek af;r ker
bsl.
ú%; %;. ec;% buej e%eY efl. tpn a&Y idlà a;$ips e%et
%;r;p heb n;.
a;im a;tRn;d ker ¤#l;m. ixLpbStu hÌdY^m kret hY ºenizà
¤drSh kr;r kq; kE ek;n\idn et; ºinin. a;im pÓ;e,r m;Y;
t*;g kerE j;er;Y;suNdrIr &;lb;s;r d;n ¤ep=; ker a*;b;¤$
$;nR heY egl;m. icrk;l ede%izà p;l;en;r ek;n\ ibkLp enE.
ikNtu a;j a;m;r es /;r,;\ e&e° %;n %;n heY egl. a;im
p;l;iCz ede% j;er;Y;pu^r ete‹ Aes %p ker a;m;r p*;N$$;
ecep /rl. p*;N$$; m;en es%;enE a;m;r ihppek$à es%;enE a;m;r
minb*;g. $;k;Y $;n p‹;Y a;im d-;i‹eY egl;m.
ezeli$ peke$ ebm;lum h;t !uikeY a;m;r m;inb*;g$; ebr ker
efll. t;r pr a;m;ek eze‹ es$;E men;ey;g ideY `uireY ifireY
ed%et º• krl. ed%et ed%et `er zi‹eY p‹l sb $;k; pYs;.
sb imileY a;ix $;k; p-YWi| pYs;. ezeli$ Ÿmi‹ e%eY p‹l
t;r \pr.
a;m;r buk$; Ÿ Ÿ ker ¤#l. A‡el;\ sbE \edr epe$ y;eb. i#k
ker efll;mà Ar Ak$; ep;sRn yid af;r ker a;m;Yà es$; a;r
z;‹iz n;. $;k; AmnE Ak bStu perr epe$ y;\Y;r eceY inejr
epe$ egel tbu Ak$; s;NtBn; q;ek.
ikNtu A p*;n$; a;m;r %;$l n;. ezeli$ %;\Y; dUer q;kà $;k;pYs;
ede% a;eSt a;eSt em;iht heY egl. ec;%due$; i#ker eber;et
l;gl. Aek Aek sb kui‹eY !-*;‹esr Zui‹et ‡izeY r;%et
l;gl.
a;im tpnek ije+s krl;mà kI b*;p;r bl et;? $;k; kI jIben k%n\
ede%in Ar;?
úa;b;r m;q;em;$;r met; bkizs? tpn a;b;r ereg ¤#l fs kerà
ed%izs seb j^el eqek ebireYezà $;k;Þ
Ÿ-à es$; abx* i#k kq;. $;k; icnel ik a;r as&* heY q;ek?
a;im eceY ed%l;m ezeli$ $;k;‡el; em;$;mui$ ‡izeY Aenez.
‡izeYú$uizeY es At$;E ai&&Ut heY p‹l c$ ker
AigeY Aes a;m;ek ji‹eY /rl. Amn a;XcyR ijins ¤ph;r ed\Y;r
jn* eb;/ hY a;m;ek q*;és j;n;et c;Eez. bd geN/r ec;e$ a;m;r
Xb;s a;$ek egl.
ún;k i$ep r;%. esÓf m;r; p‹ib. tpn epzn eqek ect;bin idlà
c;n kr;en;r k®;x$; A%n\ í$;$RE kret p;irin.
a;il^enr p;$ cukel º• hl sb eceY &Y'kr k;¹ AE
Aipes;e@r. ek;q;\ ikzu enEà ezeli$ h#;_ ec;e%r inimeW smSt
ep;x;k %uel efel e/Ee/E ker n;cet º• krl. emeY$;\ g;eYr
b;kl %iseY p]p;# jeYn krl t;r se^. a;im StiÅt heY egl;m.
ú$;k;r mihm;r k;ez ek;q;Y l;eg a;m;r a;e$Rr mihm;Þ a;im
tpnek ifsifs ker bll;mà tuE an* el;k d*;%à a;m;Y eze‹ ed
m;Eir.
a;im mu% cun ker `r eqek ebireY Al;m b;Eer. eber;etE p;exr
b;i‹r z;ed ec;% cel egl. Ak$; cióxúp-icx bzerr ezel
bNduekr met; lÁ;e$ Ak e$ilk*;emr; tpnedr `err idek t;k ker
Ÿmi‹ e%eY pe‹ez. Ÿ-à AE esE bUL$;n seNdh enE. fe$;gÓ;ifr
ek;sR kr; mh;p;k; ezel.
idn c;rúp-;c perr kq;.
a;j\ a;m;r sm;jesbI bN/u tpenr pir];ih e$ilef;enr xeÝ a;m;r
sk;elr men;rm `um$; e&e° egl. tpn pÓc¹ ¤e¼ijt.
&Y'kr ikzu `e$ez.
úec-c;iCzs ekn s;t sk;el? a;im iris&;r tuel ebj;r mue%
gl; tull;m.
úec-c;b n; m;en? kI k;¹ heYez j;ins?
a;im p;L$; idl;m t;ekà j;nel ik a;r g;eY pe‹ s;t sk;el
ef;n kirs?
tpn bllà a;r bils n;. a;m;edr p;exr b;i‹r buL$;n k;l
dupuer a;m;edr b;i‹et h;n; ideYizl.
úa-*;Þ esE mh;p;k; ezel k*;emr;m*;n?
úa;er h-*; er b;b;.
út;r pr? t;r pr? tuE t%n b;i‹ izil n;?
úy%n !uekizl t%n izl;m n;. b;Eer igeYizl;m Ak$u. ifer Aes
z;ed ¤e# edi% Aekb;er ekel;r kIitR. xÓIm;enr k*;emr;r
s;men j;er;Y;due$; jnÎidenr ep;x;ek menr a;neNd enec celez.
úa-*;Þ Aekb;er l;E& e$ilk;í$? k;n /er due$; q;è‹
kW;et p;ril n;? ezel$;ek?
úes rkm p*;nE et; izl. ikNtu buL$;n p;L$; ete‹ al a;m;Y.
bllà Amin Amin m;gn; kriz n; tpnd;. rIitmet; m;lki‹ !;let
heYezà h-*;. AE bel es j;er;Y;$;ek edi%eY idl. ed%l;m t;r
eze‹ r;%; p*;N$uelr \pr r;%; a;ez Akeg;z; en;$.
blet blet ereg a;‡n heY egl tpn. gl;r Âr\ dum ker keYk
pdR; ce‹ eglà yt neêr eg;‹; tuE. kI ey $;k; icineY
ideY Ail &Ut$;ek t;r pr eqekE t;r AE a/"ptn.
úa/"ptnÞ a;im a;XcyR heY egl;mà A$;ek tuE a/"ptn
blizsà &*;$Þ et;r et; imxn kmip®$. a;r k®;x kret heb
n;.
út;r m;en?
úA$;\ buZil n;? a;er et;r z;]z;]Iek a;r ek¤ a;$k;et p;reb
n;. Atiden t;r; s&* heYez. m;q;em;$; ek;q;k;rÞ
a;im cupc;p ef;n$; n;imeY r;%l;m.
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